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Fanmars log: stardate 103.. ok cut this crap Im now only writing about how it is to be new, and about my friends^^


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I never post here so
If you even intend of reading the rest here, its all mostly old gibberish that even I hardly even remember.

They're pretty fun though, so whatever. Do was you wish. Lots of spelling mistakes abound though.




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A dream!
Ok I NEVER post here, but I wanted to post one of my dreams here.
Its pretty awesome.

Another dream of mine.

This dream was quite different, but awesome all the way.
It was, like all my other dreams, super-realistic.
I could see everything, I could feel the warm rooms, I could even smell everything.

It all starts with my best friend Kevin, he said there was some kind of "Gamerday" I didn't know about.
Seemingly, it was some kind of a secret special one where my friend accidently stumbled upon and now he
took me and another friend of his with us to the Gamerday.

Seemingly, I was registered as one of the workers there witch was weird, but I didnt mind because they
paid a HUGE amount of money for their workers just to gaurd the shops and make sure all the customers
are at ease.
So I began my day there and did lots of things, this is where the dream is a little blurry.
Somehow, one of my co-workers and seemingly my boss seemed somekind of evil thing.
So me and my co-workers suddenly had guns 'n s**t so he eventually surrendered and we went back to
our jobs normally, yeah, weird.
Boss-demon, guns, shooting and everything is back to normal.

Anyways, my day almost came to an end and it seemed somekind of movie-theater opened up for
everyone so all of those people rushed to it and suddenly they announced it was too late so all the doors
where closed!
ALl the people somehow got in, I stayed outside because I thought it was boring.
I sat next to this asian-guy that was looking at a store, we talked some.
He was complaining about the shops there, that all the cool stuff was gone in minutes and now only
crap for high prices where left, like a Donald Duck magazine.
He said: "17,50 for a Donald Duck? no way man"
I said: "totally right, all teh cool games where sold out at the beginning, shoudve saved one of those"
Then, after some short talk he 'stole' the magazine but I didnt care, even if I worked there.
We both headed for the entrance and he told me to take on of a lot of snowboards that where standing
near the entrance, he took his own and he told me to take another.

We both standed in fron of the entrance, on top of some snow.
I said "...maybe 1 buck for the magazine?"
He said: "...nah"

And then we freaking snow-boarded the ******** heck out of there.
All the roads where suddenly made of ice and the rest was covered in snow, there where stil some cars
and people but somehow we ice-boarded over the car road!
With amazing speeds, I hadnt ever done it before, but the asian-guy gave me instructions.
I slipped up several times, he told me to glide from left to right to get a feel of the road.
I almost hit a car and slipped but I recovered myself and we jumped of this snow-hill to another road.

Suddenly I was in my homecity!
We where ice-boarding over the roads wich I knew very well, and showed some of MY tricks.
Suddenly I saw a friend of mine namd Paul, he shouted at me like: "Hey dude!?"
And im like: "Sorry man! Im gliding!"
I almost ran against a wall there, but I did a jump and evedad it.
And JUST when we came near to my house...
My mom woke me up!

Goddamnit, a beautifull dream gone.
Anyways, it was awesome, urban-ice-boarding stuff was incredible.

Peace!

Loved the dream, be sure to comment if ya liked!



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A dream i once had
This is a copied word document
it contains grammar mistakes because my word auto-corrects some word to ducth
try to read it anyway

I was dreaming one day, where I felt everything, where everything was real, but i still knew it was a dream.
It started on my flight with an unknown spaceship on my way to a certain planet, where my college would start.
I was kind of confused back then, and didnt know what i was doing, but i saw that i was more grown up, and i expected i was 17 years old.
Then, after wandering around, i saw that there was only one train that was constantly moving, so i stepped in and hoped i could find my school.
Theb i saw an old women, and something told be to sit beside her.
I dont really remember what she said, but she helped me to my school, and gone i was
the school was pretty high-tech too, with bigger, white tables and more comfy seats.
The teacher was just sitting at his desk, giving us the time to “explore” the classroom.
The blackboard was a big blue screen wich you could draw on with your hand, kinda like a touch-screen.
When i looked around, i looked behind me and saw a girl from an anime i watched a little, everyone caled her “Haruhi”
i saw it and was shocked and overjoyed, but i remembered that in the anime something like this happened, so i turned around fast and looked trough the classroom.
I saw a few lockers trough the window and i saw Sasuke sitting at the back next to Sakura, they where talking and looking around too.
Thats when sakura turned around and looked in my eyes, so i studdenly turned away and focused my mind on other things.
Thats when i realized it was a dream.
I saw Rock Lee somewhere too, but i cant remember.
Then the teacher got up, i thaught he was asian, and ordered sakura to give everyone some books he pointed at and started to introduce the thing that we should be doing.
To my suprise we got a book about Zelda, and the first chapter was Four Swords and A Link to the Past.
We got some sort of DS as a notebook and i started reading and filling some answers.
I was done in less than a minute, and everyone looked at me when i got an invitation for another school on this DS thing, wich was probably also connected to the internet.
Because i already earned a very high grade the first day, they asked me if i wanted to be transferred to a school in East-Afrika, and i wondered if i should go.
Few people werent suprised, like Haruhi, but Sakura, Sasuke and a few others where wachting.
The teacher wasnt to suprised, and said that it was my choice.
Thats when i pushe dthe declineer button, and told everyone i wanted to know them better, and smiled at sakura, wich smiled back.
Now i think of it, the girl from the train wasnt in my class, she looked more like 19 too.

Then, i woke up
but fell asleep again.

I was back in the train and i thaught i saw the old women again, but there was a young girl with blonde and pink hair instead.
So i didnt sit next to her, i sat on the benches in front of her.
She looked at me with a smile and walked to me, she smiled again and sat next to me.
Thats when i felt the same as with the old women, only more energetic, and i looked at her.
She smiled and opened her eyes, and then i knew she was in someway the old lady.
We got out of the train, but now we where in somekind of a Zelda Museum that looked terrible much like my school the Da-Vinci, and we began walking around looking for pictures .
For some reason the cantine was gone, and there was only one cello corridor behind it.
After achting some paintings everyone started to run away for some weird, tiny yellow and green monsters, wich kinda looked like the flood, and i wanted to run upstairs.
Then i saw the girl again, she said me not to do it, and i saw some sort of big, brown, ogre thing with a wooden club and i ran back downstairs.
I saw the girl in the corner, and i was to late, and an ogre smacked me from behind.
Thats when i felt the thing was hollow, so i took it and threw it in one of the big rooms called “the aquarium” and the ogre was stumped, and just looked at me.
Thats when i took the girl and ran back to the train.
I believe thats when i woke up again, because my dream went really weird.
The girl and i probably ran trough the wrong door, because we got into an sience station, where all alarms where ringing so we hurried trough the building.
After some strange corridors, hitting a few people, and helping each others trough strange elevators, doors and traps we ended up going to the roof where the space-vehincles where, but someguy floret us.
I hit the man a few times, and he looked terribly insane, and he took out a gun.
I did some weird moves and i shot the guy in his head so he fell down smoe strange stairs the girl and i just walked.
For some reason we fell down too, with the maniak, and we started climbing upstairs again.
Thats when tyhe guy did something to her, i got mad and bit of his finger, he fell down and i was at teh roof with the girl, spitting the finger out, and asked if i had much blood on my teeth.
She said yes, and thats when she and i entered the ship and off we went.

Thats when my dream ended i geuss, because after that i got a dream about me terrorizing a city that looked high tech also, but ten in GTA style.
I shot some people, and then i got busted by the police and i woke up for the last time.

I was in the shower thinking about it, and i knew this was one of the best dreams i have ever had, because my life ended up perfect.
Humanity got New technology
I was 17 and allright
I went to an awsome gaming and art college
I had anime friends in my class, and more famous people in my school
And a girl that was like my gardiaun and helped me with everything.
Thats why i wrote this up, and maybe someday i will feel like this dream, and hoping heaven would be like this.

The End

i geuss



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[b:52be865372]FanmaR[/b:52be865372]
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A dream i once had
This is a copied word document
it contains grammar mistakes because my word auto-corrects some word to ducth
try to read it anyway

I was dreaming one day, where I felt everything, where everything was real, but i still knew it was a dream.
It started on my flight with an unknown spaceship on my way to a certain planet, where my college would start.
I was kind of confused back then, and didnt know what i was doing, but i saw that i was more grown up, and i expected i was 17 years old.
Then, after wandering around, i saw that there was only one train that was constantly moving, so i stepped in and hoped i could find my school.
Theb i saw an old women, and something told be to sit beside her.
I dont really remember what she said, but she helped me to my school, and gone i was
the school was pretty high-tech too, with bigger, white tables and more comfy seats.
The teacher was just sitting at his desk, giving us the time to “explore” the classroom.
The blackboard was a big blue screen wich you could draw on with your hand, kinda like a touch-screen.
When i looked around, i looked behind me and saw a girl from an anime i watched a little, everyone caled her “Haruhi”
i saw it and was shocked and overjoyed, but i remembered that in the anime something like this happened, so i turned around fast and looked trough the classroom.
I saw a few lockers trough the window and i saw Sasuke sitting at the back next to Sakura, they where talking and looking around too.
Thats when sakura turned around and looked in my eyes, so i studdenly turned away and focused my mind on other things.
Thats when i realized it was a dream.
I saw Rock Lee somewhere too, but i cant remember.
Then the teacher got up, i thaught he was asian, and ordered sakura to give everyone some books he pointed at and started to introduce the thing that we should be doing.
To my suprise we got a book about Zelda, and the first chapter was Four Swords and A Link to the Past.
We got some sort of DS as a notebook and i started reading and filling some answers.
I was done in less than a minute, and everyone looked at me when i got an invitation for another school on this DS thing, wich was probably also connected to the internet.
Because i already earned a very high grade the first day, they asked me if i wanted to be transferred to a school in East-Afrika, and i wondered if i should go.
Few people werent suprised, like Haruhi, but Sakura, Sasuke and a few others where wachting.
The teacher wasnt to suprised, and said that it was my choice.
Thats when i pushe dthe declineer button, and told everyone i wanted to know them better, and smiled at sakura, wich smiled back.
Now i think of it, the girl from the train wasnt in my class, she looked more like 19 too.

Then, i woke up
but fell asleep again.

I was back in the train and i thaught i saw the old women again, but there was a young girl with blonde and pink hair instead.
So i didnt sit next to her, i sat on the benches in front of her.
She looked at me with a smile and walked to me, she smiled again and sat next to me.
Thats when i felt the same as with the old women, only more energetic, and i looked at her.
She smiled and opened her eyes, and then i knew she was in someway the old lady.
We got out of the train, but now we where in somekind of a Zelda Museum that looked terrible much like my school the Da-Vinci, and we began walking around looking for pictures .
For some reason the cantine was gone, and there was only one cello corridor behind it.
After achting some paintings everyone started to run away for some weird, tiny yellow and green monsters, wich kinda looked like the flood, and i wanted to run upstairs.
Then i saw the girl again, she said me not to do it, and i saw some sort of big, brown, ogre thing with a wooden club and i ran back downstairs.
I saw the girl in the corner, and i was to late, and an ogre smacked me from behind.
Thats when i felt the thing was hollow, so i took it and threw it in one of the big rooms called “the aquarium” and the ogre was stumped, and just looked at me.
Thats when i took the girl and ran back to the train.
I believe thats when i woke up again, because my dream went really weird.
The girl and i probably ran trough the wrong door, because we got into an sience station, where all alarms where ringing so we hurried trough the building.
After some strange corridors, hitting a few people, and helping each others trough strange elevators, doors and traps we ended up going to the roof where the space-vehincles where, but someguy floret us.
I hit the man a few times, and he looked terribly insane, and he took out a gun.
I did some weird moves and i shot the guy in his head so he fell down smoe strange stairs the girl and i just walked.
For some reason we fell down too, with the maniak, and we started climbing upstairs again.
Thats when tyhe guy did something to her, i got mad and bit of his finger, he fell down and i was at teh roof with the girl, spitting the finger out, and asked if i had much blood on my teeth.
She said yes, and thats when she and i entered the ship and off we went.

Thats when my dream ended i geuss, because after that i got a dream about me terrorizing a city that looked high tech also, but ten in GTA style.
I shot some people, and then i got busted by the police and i woke up for the last time.

I was in the shower thinking about it, and i knew this was one of the best dreams i have ever had, because my life ended up perfect.
Humanity got New technology
I was 17 and allright
I went to an awsome gaming and art college
I had anime friends in my class, and more famous people in my school
And a girl that was like my gardiaun and helped me with everything.
Thats why i wrote this up, and maybe someday i will feel like this dream, and hoping heaven would be like this.

The End

i geuss



[--In loyal service to the CRE --]
[b:52be865372]FanmaR[/b:52be865372]
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Story
Im writing a book, im kind of lazy, so that would be nothing for me.
But, im full of stories, and i always wanted to write them up so other people could read them too...
I already got 4 books in my head.
3 books are about 'The legends of earth' as the book says.
And 1 book is not totaly in my head yet, but ive got a good story so far




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...********
and AGAIN, after a 4 months i cant custumize again.
i hate it, im gona message an admin for it -_-'



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My personality test results 0.o
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 60%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 66%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||| 63%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||| 23%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%

Romantic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||||||| 36%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical fitness |||||||||||||||||| 77%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 43%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36%
Female cliche |||||| 23%


Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.


trait snapshot:
clean, likes large parties, outgoing, makes friends easily, optimistic, positive, social, high self control, traditional, assertive, rarely irritated, self revealing, open, finisher, high self concept, controlling, rarely worries, tough, likes to stand out, does not like to be alone, semi neat freak, fearless, dominant, trusting, organized, resolute, strong, practical, craves attention, adventurous, hard working, respects authority, brutally honest, realist, altruistic


I think i actually im not a nuisance in life 0.o




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You cant kill me half, you cant kill me whole.
Cause ill live on to reach my goal.
Ive got a microphone, ill plug it in my soul,
ill show you all where my soul will go!
you wont hurt me nor my friends,
cause we tightly hold each others hands,
You guys dont know, im more crazy then you see,
Just know that nothing you do, will bring you closer to me.



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HAlloween
Yes its halloween again, and i look like s**t.
I need a raptor outfit, if anyone wants to donate to me, i would be very very happy ^^




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