It's been even more hectic since I last wrote...me and Ty (ex) haven't spoken AT ALL since I last wrote...my best friend started dating Jacob...though we've realized we've fallen in love w/ each other but i made him promise not to hurt Jamie. We have so much in common, high body temp., like Jacob not Edward, like Alice's style, like shika from naruto, both have sucky parents, its just so weird. Not to mention the attraction.
"chemistry hushed affection n possible love"
that's what he said about it...it's about the same w/ me except everytime I see him, I just wanna hold onto him and never let go. He's the only person I fully trust and can tell anything to.
He changes his texts a lot too...like in 30sec he sent two messages, almost of the same content
"i wana b with u 4eva"
"i wana cookie"
he does it all the time now...mainly cus i told him not to say anything about loving me more than friends.
"lol i like it"
"uh i miss jamie"
I can tell he's tryin hard not to mentin anythin like that but i guess he can't resist.
"I love you girl" *hugs and whispers* "you know know how much i love you"
^ last night when he brought jamie home.
then he kept sayin he didn't say it...first he said that he said somethin (idr what it was) then he said he said he misses me. then he finally caved and said "i think it was you don't know how much i miss or love you idr"
so yeah...i get the short end of love...oh well. guess that's all there is...i might run away soon. maybe. if jamie and jacob dont stop me
· Sun Apr 19, 2009 @ 10:27pm · 0 Comments