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"In America, we're pressured to be happy" -a morning talk show

In the eyes of psychologists, I'm probably suffering from depression, I'm not sure, I haven't really checked what my metal diagnosis would be but the truth is, my happiness is tainted. One of the reasons why I don't like to show many people my true face is because I know they won't understand (sounds like every other story, but let me explain). I enjoy being what others call "sad" because my state of happiness is in a relaxed peaceful, but thoughtful state of mind, which often gets confused with sadness. I enjoy rainy or misty days where I sit alone, or accompanied, and just contemplate about my life, others, and the world. I enjoy the night life. I enjoy sitting in silence and doing nothing sometimes. In ways, you could say I enjoy being lazy. But such a mentality is an anomaly in American society. You must achieve! You must be happy and smile! Sunny days are awesome! Makes me wonder sometimes, is my happiness really happiness or do I really need a reality check?

-Ice

Hello people! Welcome to my journal. (Do NOT even dare call it a diray) Now I probley won't write in this very often so just enjoy it while it lasts.
Now today being sunday, (keep in mind it has no relevance to this perticular journal) I decided to start typing some stuff up to keep my simple mind entertained for a while. (ten minutes max) But for fundemental reading purposes I will try to keep on a single subject. Today's subject; The journal begins. mmmmm..... What's up with the word SUBject. Dosn't sub mean under? If so is there such thing as a ject, or an overject??? Well there goes that train of thought. *Waves goodbye to the train* Well to keep with the seemingly random series of sentences here is domo domokun
Wow was that entertaining or what? Good question. I will let you ponder that over while I take a nap or somthing.