- exclaim I'm not quite sure as how to handle myself anymore. I just can't pull myself up and out of whatever is happening. I feel lost and abandoned in my own dark pit of nothingness. I've lost interest in my favorite activities and I have completely lost my appetite. I have no want to do anything but sit and sulk. I feel so alone in whatever I'm dealing with because I can't bring myself to talk about it, and the more I see everyone happy, there more I feel like I'm a failure and am of no worth because I can't feel the way they do. I don't want to burden others with a story I have no details on, and one that I feel is unimportant. I can't tell anyone directly because I fear I may lose a friend due to disinterest or overall mental health. I'm tired of feeling this way. I want to be happy again like I was back in January and February and March. I'm tired of just sitting and letting this boil in hopes it will just evaporate if left unchecked, unfortunately, my pot is boiling over and I am unable to find a way to turn off the burner. I'm tired of being alone, I wish there was someone here I could trust or rely on, it seems everyone is either too busy, does not care, or just can't keep something confidential. I wish there was someone who was not pissed at me or tired of my s**t. I also wish I could just crumble and break in front of those who I feel the need that I must be strong for. I'm tired of feeling like more of a job than a friend. More of a burden than a son, and more than an obstacle than a partner. Sometimes I feel like I'm not worth the hassle, and that's why I'm nobody. I'm just tired of feeling alone...
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