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Quote of my days:
Love is something to charish, not to throw upon the road for it is there to keep your head up and help you move on. Take advantage of what love has brought you because you never know when it willl disappear, unable to be grasped again in the days to come.
-Kashumaru
 kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 01:04pm · 0 Comments |
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I wrote this back on March 16, 2008 when my sister who I see as a best friend, and I had porblems and everything seemed to fall apart. It took me a year but now we are the best of friends and I was able to amend the wrongs I did. Please read and remember a person can be hurt by many things even something so simple as the words that come from a loved ones lips.
One day there was a girl who had a sister she was close to. This sister and her always were together and others used to always say that they would be together until the end of their days. They children would play, they'd laugh and sing, they would be together for just about everything. One day though, the youngest child started to change when the eldest seemed to disappear in days spring. Both had been not just sisters but even best friends until those days when things began to unglued.
It all started out with the eldest leaving their home to live with another relative, living in a different home. They saw eachother less, played once in awhile and cried the most. As days had gone and years went by, the youngest grew up with bits of hate inside. She say the elsdest one day and said to her, "I don't want to see you anymore." before looking away. Not sure what had gone wrong in the past the eldest aske why and the only thing that was said was, "You had lied." before that once little girl, that old best friend, walked away and then the pain crashed in. It wasn't by choice that the two fell apart, but things that were never said and things that came out wrong had set them so far apart that they became not one joyous soul but to injured lives.
This little girl, this once best friend, was my little sister that I'll love until the end. That eldest child was me as we grew up, never there to fix things, always using those hurtful words, ceasing to fix those wrongs that I've done to her. Now it is like we've not only abandoned ourselves but abandoned eachother in our own hearts. So listen to me now, please listen well. Though words are only words they can hurt those close to you just like they have for us. Like many say time and time again, you never know what you have until it's not there. Becareful with the things you say, the words you choose, and always hold those you love close to you. I love you sis and I'll always be there and I hope you cna forgive me one day. I'll always be waiting for you with open arms and I'll never leave you in eternities time.
kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 01:03pm · 0 Comments |
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there was a girl who grew up day by day with people who had constant complaints. As she got older she learned that everyone around her had such troubled things on their minds and she wished to help them and would talk to them daily. The people always came to her, dubbing her the title of the 'confider' because she would allow them to come to her and tell her of thier problems in such a willing way.
At first the confider didn't mind the complaints and hurt feelings that these people would mention but as time went on she grew with her own hurt and pain. Though she had trouble and cried day and night when no one was around, she never told a single soul of what she thought and felt.Not wanting the people to think of her as a burden she never mentioned the problems she had, only listend and helped them through. But as time had past people began to notice the difference in her appearance in the suns raze. None of them though, would say a thing for they felt they had enough to worry about so they went out their days like nothing had changed.
Then one morning a little girl stepped in her room, a teddy bear at her side. Aproaching the girl the little one sat down and took her hand, her eyes set forward to the entry way. As time went on the little girl said nothing as the people came and went, her body strong and still, her eyes in ears seeming to pay attention. As the day ended the little girl yawned and leaned on the confider's shoulder, her eyes slightly dooping in the suns raze.
"Why are you hear little one?" The confider asked. The little girl looked up at her and smiled, her eyes showing such care as she herself held for those around her. "Should you not be with the others playing and having fun? Go ahead child, run along." She said with a small smile of her own, though her eyes show a bit of sadness with the thoughts of the little child leaving because she had never had someone stay by her side and keep her company.The little girl smiled and stood up slowly, her arms stretching in the air. She then bowed to the confider and left the room for the night.
The following day the little child returned with the same small bear in her hand and a grin on her little face. Taking a seat next to the woman she repeated the smae she had before. She listened to the others, not one leaving her side, and then would leave for the night. It repeated for months as the woman started to look forward to the days rather than carry her worries and sorrows, looking forward to seeing the little girl again.
On the sixth month the woman became curious as to why such a little kid would come in every day to sit with her rather than go out side and play with friends. "Little one, may I ask why you are not playing with your friends?" she questioned, her eyes searching the liitle girls. The little girls smile grew wide as she nodded happily. "My mommy always told me that if you saw someone down and hurt to just be there for them." The confider was confused as to hat made the girl think that she was hurting and so asked her for an explanation.
"I would sit outside every day watching you listen to the people, but they never listened to you." The child said. "But i never said I was hurting little one." The confider told her and the little one nodded her head. "That is true but you hold the same eyes as mommy did. Mommy was just like you, always listening to others but never wanting them to feel burdend with her problems. Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on, even you. I could tell you were sad and lonely so I came to be with you. Mommy said that even the smallest of people can help others feel better. I want to be like you and mommy, I want to help you both feel better." With such words coming from the child the woman cried softly, not tears of hurt but of joy, that someone so little could care so much for those around her. "Thank you, thank you so much little one." She said.
I wrote this story to let those out ther know that everyone needs someone to lean on, so don't feel that you have to keep everything to yourself because it can build up and hurt you even more in time.
~ Kashumaru K. Mizume
kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 12:58pm · 0 Comments |
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I know that this isn't 9/11 but I still want to post this up:
This has been kept alive and moving since 9/11. In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased.
IF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you' ll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 12:54pm · 0 Comments |
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"A friend is someone who's there for another in more ways than one, but sometimes it ends before it's begun. So treasure that of which you have and hold it dear to you. " ~ Kashumaru Kiane Mizume (aka Cimba)
kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 12:51pm · 0 Comments |
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(my original)
*~ The Kings Follower~*
Tears of warTears of painI let them fallJust like rainI hold myselfClosed in darkWings gone blackDying heartLet the bloodDrip from meSo my sinsLive eternityIn red bloodIn black inkI signed my soulTo my king
kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 12:49pm · 0 Comments |
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This is also an original by me no stealing please! Please comment and let me know what you think of anything I post around in my journal or on my comments area that I made ^ ^
~Eternity's Poison~
Long lasting dreamsIllude the minds dayVivid ToxinsEntering into playEverlasting falseTotal dismayEternity they wantResting souls sayNever ending lifeIllusions begin playTime freezes youYet they waste awayLIVE ETERNITY
kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 12:47pm · 0 Comments |
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(This is by someone else not me. I don't know who had made it but I got it by email and do not claim this as one of mine. To who ever made this, you did an excellent job and I love it)
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows
I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine but we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
'Tomorrow' I say! 'I will call on Jim
Just to show that I'm thinking of him.'
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner, yet miles away,
'Here's a telegram sir,' 'Jim died today.'
And that's what we get and deserve in the end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don 't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends
and family, for they have helped
make you the person that you are today.
kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 12:45pm · 0 Comments |
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As I walk on these grassy plains I can hear off in the distance, a sound of rememberance, one I wish to embrace. I can see them, those I care for seem so far even though they are mere feet from my soul and heart. I reach my hand out, fingers outstretched as i pray to touch their skin with mine. So close they were yet not they are so far, seeming to fall away like a distant star. I try to call but it is no use, I can only watch from here, my mind thinking of how hard everything seems. Here I am in a place with people near by, those that try and try and try, yet there my loved ones are, struggling to survive. I want to help, want to just run there and embrace them in my arms, but now they are miles and miles away from my reach. I pray to them, about them every day, never allowing a moment to pass without me saying ' I love them so much and I wish I could be there to help'
Here I stand and here i must stay, watching from afar and hoping every day. I know they can fight, I know they can survive. Without my help they surely won't die. I will find a way even though i am here, to find a way i can contact then, to keep them near. Sisters, brothers, mom and dad, I lo0ve and wish to be there by your sides even though i am to stay here. I know you can do it, I know you'll be fine. Keep on fighting and show me things will be alright. I love you all and even though i am here, you never cease to be in my thoughts, my heart, my soul. I love you all and hope things get better and remember Kisaru, Kaumie, Takura, Nikiki keep your heads held up high and stay strong. Keep an eye on eachother and hold on.
kashumaru_mizume · Wed Jun 03, 2009 @ 12:42pm · 0 Comments |
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"Some see it half empty, others See it half full. All I know is that I'm taking all its got."