Missing him so badly... I honestly think I loved him.
We were only together two weeks.. I didn't even know I was his girlfriend until he told me he wanted to break up. He is the one that used the title.. not me. Its ironic that as soon as I accepted that he could like me as much as I liked him, he hurts me this badly. I have no idea what I did.. supposedly he thinks we're too different. Different. The only thing that changed was that his best friend came home from his vacation. I had never spoken to this friend, but my sorta boyfriend made the mistake of kissing me goodbye in front of him. I will admit.. I dress strangely. But let it be said... he never made me feel different when we were in the library, or in his car, or walking around. Never. He called me beautiful, and said that I wasn't just a one night thing to him. He made me laugh, and I glowed. I know I did. Now he is ignoring me half the time, and the other half making beautiful eye contact with me. One of my friends told me she saw him later after the break up. Supposedly he looked sad too. We were so happy the day before.. the hour before. What the hell happened? I am getting so many different messages:
hes an a*****e, he doesn't deserve me... but then maybe I should tell him how I feel, how I miss him.. make him miss me. ********...
Poppit.
I really did care my green crayon.. my cafe mocha... my over stuffed leather chair... my loserface <333
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