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Caution- There are reasons to be scared. |
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Okay, so one day I saw this thing in someone's siggy- specifically, CaptainJusticeVSModsquad siggy.
"I believe in Jesus Christ my Savior. If you do too and aren't scared to admit it then copy and paste this in your signature"
So somthing compelled me to do it. I won't say that I'm a devoute christian for the sake of christiandom, but... O.o; Every since I put that in my siggy bad shits been happening.
I've ben feeling pretty bad all week, won't go into details, and our water had to be turned off because a pipe had burst, and then it's the final weeks of school and a strong hold of seniortiist is kicking in but thats a whole different post. x3...
But any way, I'm sitting in church today and I was like, 'OMG THATS IT!' Mostly because yea, I posted that but I havn't done any changes. So- here's the point.
You can dedicate yourself to any thing, Jesus, art, your talents whatever. But nothing good is gona come out of it until you make a change on that. Oh, btw, I'm feeling alot better now that I've realized that. biggrin I even got my insporation back (i've been having writers/drawers block for AWHILE now) Sorry I havn't posted in awhile~ btw.
OH AND ANOTHER THING! I said somthing about homosexual wolves making no sense and then someone called me a homophobe. Is it because of whats in my siggy or what?
-Until I find somthing else to post about. Keep yall's noses clean~
 Original Korea · Sun May 28, 2006 @ 09:13pm · 0 Comments |
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How many ways can you do this? |
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It depends on your todo list.
My todo list for this weekend:
Send my App off to Wake
Finish my App for the Kenya trip (didn't I mention this? x3?)
Vaccum, clean in general and dust
And then i had a plce for my signature :3
This techinque for getting things done has a high sucess rate. You have to make the list short, and fairly easy sounding to do. The problem with me is that I need other people to help finish it. My recomendation thing for both Wake and Kenya, I probably won't be able to get for next week and ._.;
I just didn't dust... I straightened my room up abit. I didn't get to mop so.. I'm still working on that one. ~.~... This is one of those times where the sucess rate aint in my favor I believe.
Oh yea- ^^ And my dream!
It was so freggin cool! Okay, so we were on the Ghetto side of town right? And we wer eont he bus, and we all saw 50 bucks on the ground outside and no one got off ot go get it. but... as soon as we got to the next stop? EVERYBODY came flying off! Including me. And we were runnign through the ally ways n stuff n stuff? But I got lost, along with this lady (who looked like she was on crack OMG SHE WAS SO SKINNY!) and like some short guy. He was rather good looking though x3... mm.
Any way, the crack lady wanted to fight me, so i did. I wailed on her for abit, and then the police was coming. So me and the short cutey guy went into a building on the elevator and... as it turns out? HE WASA ALIEN =O!
And then he like, abducted me and did experiments n stuff! And gave me all these powers n stuff! it was so cool!
XD and they wer elike anime powers n junk! I was liek, jumpin and flyin around and kickin people in the head!
And whats really funny was that my hair would turn gold n everythin... man... best dream ever.
And no, it wasn't enduced by the tv watching me, nothing was on... it was all me man. All me.
(and thats somthing to brag about?)
Original Korea · Sun Nov 20, 2005 @ 02:12pm · 1 Comments |
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Wooo~ been awhile aint it? x3
But? Ya know, I had to find somthing to report on ya know? I've been busy with school and getting ready to bounce up outa here n stuff (course, I won't leave yall behind. :3 I love you guys! You know the ones I'm talking to...)
So any way. I went to church today right? Really good sermon, it was about how bad things happen to real good people. It aint God's Fault, he's doing what he's promised to do. It's the Devil because he knows that good things will come out of a well nouroshed anointing. So when bad stuff happens to you? It just means that you have alot of potiental and you need to work it out, mmkay? Now, thats inspiring? But it wasn't as beautiful as what I saw in the isle over.
There was this guy (it's all ways a guy) an older guy really. In a pinstripe suit. Now, if you think this is where this is going? No. WAY to old for me, and he had his 3 sons with him (so obviously he was married TT; ) But he was in this nice pinstripe suit, and his two older boys were in dress shirts and slacks, a rare find in church now a days, with his littlest one in a white shirt and khaki's. And I was watching him and he was like, taking care of his sons n stuff. And he had the littlest son in his lap, who as most good children, fell asleep in his arms. And that my friends? Is what is beautiful. In a time of baby mama drama, you RARELY find any good fathers.
-The man was taking his kids to church! I was like, touched. The sermon was good and I was paying attention, but a Father and his sons are just beautiful.
So- moral of the story is, guys? If you have a little brother, little cousin or just... a little person in general in your area? And you want a date? Learn how to hold and cuddle children TT It's beautiful man...
Original Korea · Sun Oct 16, 2005 @ 04:59pm · 2 Comments |
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On the note of Growing up |
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Let the college search begin TT;
Actually, I began my search about... I wana say a month ago. I feel so studious, until I see everyone knowing WHERE they are going by like...10th grade, and i'm going to the 12 now?
But oh pitty do I those misguided fools- I actually KNOW what i'm going to study. I'm quite sure I want to do somthing in computer engineering and repair, and just eletronics in general. Mostly because I like to have my hands busy at all times and I will all ready have a source for recomendation ^^! My brother-in-law. And I take care of my neice so good now, he won't mind... ya know, giving me extra props.
And of course, I also want to do animation, and art in general. It's a great release for me, and I can defently see myself as an animator. Ontop of that, my sister is all ready getting her cartoon animated- LoudMouf. She may be able to get me working with the guy animating her stuff for her ^^! And I've seen his stuff, alot of CG and flat coloring with tones. So I defently will be able to learn alot from them, plus how to animate in general since... ya know.
Now a days, it's not where you went to school but who you know. With the connections that I have, through family or otherwise, I'm feeling kinda comfterble right now. All I want now is to probably get a chance to study abbroad. For either? i'd probably end up in Japan. I jus wish I had taken japanese this year like I intended TT;...
Either way, I'm comfortable moving out of the house year after next, actually. So I want to go fairly far from home....
I know, I promised I wouldn't talk about me but... whatever n.n
Hang on my everyword til I find somthing else to babble on about- see ya.
Original Korea · Sat Jul 09, 2005 @ 06:35am · 0 Comments |
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TT...I'm kinda sickened right now.
So, the fall of thread rping has offically come to MID swing. No one really rps any more, everyone like...cybers.
No more adventuring.
No more interesting story plots ._.
No more.. ya know beheading some random joe indirectly- any more.
I mean, romance is okay. Escpailyl as a side plot- it can give motives for alot of characters. Either the obbession or the lack of.
HOWEVER it really irks me when romance is the main plot. For instance- I saw this one rp, Iron City... or somthing. It had a fairly nice plot, but in the profiles, it included 'orientation'.
I read this over, and it's pretty much asking to give yoru charri's sexual preference at the door- and that IRRITATES ME.
Not's not that I think any one who isn't heterosexual should be burned at the stake and hung by peoples in white pajamas- oh no. I'm straight, personally, but I'm not the captin of your ship. You rock it any way you want to.
But these rps based ALL on romance irritates me. Theres nothing there but that u.u; and I would have joined if that aspect wasn't included.
So- there goes my rant for the evening. I started an Alice in Wonder land rp (Which i saw a Yaoi counterpart to in the misc threads TT;! )
But just like the vampiric one I started, I think it'll probably flop too :/... feh oh well.
Until next time- yea. I really need to do smoe chores or somthing.
Original Korea · Mon Jun 13, 2005 @ 10:04pm · 2 Comments |
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My Goodness, Raja- you have done alot this weekend. |
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Yep, the weekend after school- got to see a graduation n party n everything.
Understand, I have been in recluse for the past year, trying to keep up with my AP classes, and the only way of retaining my sanity was in rps... x.x;;... Mind you- I don't go out that much any way. I dunno why, it's just easier to stay at home (lazy)
But lately, I have been taking joy in going out every so often. But not somewhere serious, like the club or.. to a beach specifically placed inland by our little triad area, oh no...
Going over to peoples houses, I find, is quite fun. Melida had a sleep over one weekend and we like, talked and walled out the whole time. I plan on having a sleep over at the end of the week, IF i clean up the house first... But as for this weekend, I go to go over to Khamals x3!
W.A.R.N.I.N.G: this is one of those times where you'll actually learn about me, so strap yourselves in
- Khamal is like... my BESTESTESESTESTEST friend from like, headstart school. I bit him for some reason back then but, oh well. :/ I swear, I love that boy. We have, like, intelegent conversations- mostly about anime XD and how he's going to turn me into a gamer girl someday against my will, but we nearlly have our own language.
However... Like I said? I'm sorta a recluse, it was only reccently that I started trying to go out more. So we mostly keep in touch over the phone.
There are alot of friends he has and I have but I don't know about, including his crush Shakina who I knew back at some point. We fell out of touch because I could never go visit her.
But I learned alot when I went over to his house for a cookout. They all live near each other, in the semi projects, and I used to live near by too, but I'm glad I moved... I wasn't really missing any thing because my parents wouldn't let me go out.
But I had fun, we danced, 'walled out' on soda, and like, ran off at the mouth (as my mother puts it) the whole time. I was there from like 3, to 9:30 ^^; We even had fun getting lost while coming back to my house.
But, yea- I'm not to worried about Shanika. Khamal spent more time with me than he did with her. Plus, he's all ways getting me gifts, I just happened to return it with this expensive tashtego carrying case. -But I'm not expecting for him to AUTOMATICALLY drop everything and pay attention to me because of it. I mean, it would be nice >D... but he needed that thing for school, and thats all that matters to me at this point.
While at the party, I also saw alot of other people again. Along with Shanika, I saw Cliff- another preschool friend. He used to like, torture me in preschool, and I think he had a crush on me then. Nothings changed- he was, like, putting stuff in my face n stuff. I swear he was trying to stuff his hand in my mouth x.o; It doesn't help that he grew into a freakin BEAST O.o... I had to remind him, that even if he could kick my a**? I'd still try and put him in his place.
I also saw a few others of Khamal's people that he introduced me to when we went to the prom year before last. Samantha, really freakin nice. I used to see her at the career center alot, but since I was so busy? I never got to talk to her alot.
She'll like, just walk up to you and say hi, she's also an ultra gamer goddess or somthing. And then his other firend, he was really weird with the funky hair. I forgot his name though- but we were playing out in the yard too. When I mean playing, I mean like, running around and throwing things at each other. ^^;
J.J, my friend from like elementary school, I saw him too. Along with his cousin Artisha, who i've heard ALOT about from school ._.;. They both go to my school so I see them alot any way. But, like I said, i'm so busy? I never get to talk to them much. Artisha grabbed my stomach though and I like, spazzed x.o; freakin woman, she was torturing me the whole time too.
Me and Samantha danced, and I met Rose and this other girl. Puetro Rican girls. Rose and Samantha were toturing Khamal too. ^^; And I kept toturing Khamal cause I was like tickling him...what? He like, spazzes...
But obviously I had fun. I've come to the conclusion that I don't like friends- or at least having MANY friends. Friends are the people who are good for things, so you don't mind doing things for them either because they're all ways taking care of you. These people are Khamal and J.J. However, as of the other people I partied with, they're just good for having around- company ya know? They're cool, and friendly and doing small things for them is cool. Like getting them a soda or somthing. But- i don't consider them like "FRIENDS friends"... maybe fair weather. I dunno. But it's only because I don't know them like that. They're Khamal's friends, just my- okay I'll call it 'partymates' or somthing.
:3 Until I find somthing else to report about- you have just been infotained.
Original Korea · Sun May 29, 2005 @ 04:38pm · 0 Comments |
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Wtf?! Your posting again?! Hippy... |
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What? I like giving my oppinion...
Any way- so what is it this time? Well, I just saw one of my OLDEST friends online.
His s/n is Palachu, but I know him as Ed biggrin
He's pretty much the main person who's taught me how to rp, specifically in the old AOL pkmn rps, so of course he's a very important figure but- I've just realized somthing.
It's been a long time since I've seen him, and we were talking about how life was treating us. Mind you, this is on AOL, and the only thing I do on AOL is IM rp, from time to time, and rp PKMN with Lomien, Ramen, Alex,and his sister Kelly. (we've become a clique XD we're dorks...).
Any way, I was talking to him and we were exchanging on how lifes been treating us. And he asks "You know anyone who's stopped associating with you because you're not "real"? xx;"
and I'm like... no.
Really, I don't. I'm quite sure they exist but they never told me directly. But... back then, when I was like 9 or 10, I lived in a REALLY bad neighborhood. I couldn't go out, and I stopped pressing the issue, so I spent half of my time online. So there was my hobbie and human interaction beyond school (which i HATED back then btw), and family (who I was actually alot more closer to back then... hmm.)
Any way, me and he, we call it growing up. You don't really have a life at 9, 10, 11, because your still playing or whatever. Those kids who spend their time infront of the game or on the computer, espcially back then, thats was either their only mode of play or their prefered mode of play.
I guess thats why they have those little "VERB" things on TV now. (WE ARE THE GENERATION OF THE FAT KIDS >O!!)
But, Ed thinks he's in some relapse of time where he'll never grow up.
And I think I am growing up, to my relief.
I don't do any thing else online but rp, do art, and maybe look at a web comic or two. It doesn't make up my weekend any more, and I'm actually getting ready to find a job, probably at he library cause my friend's friend is hooking me up there x3.
Any way... XD Sorry, I promised that you weren't going to learn about me!
But I'ma hippy remember? :3? Besides, I get to change my mind from time to time n.n
~Tootles.
Original Korea · Sun May 08, 2005 @ 11:39pm · 0 Comments |
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So, hater of web journals, what spur you to do this? |
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^^;! Sheezy got sick! Ironically, it came back TODAY...but...
Art journals are okay, usually i can stick up some commentary there, but people are less reluctant to look at it.
That... and I wanted to rant about my AP tests next week. I have English on monday, history on thursday, environmental a week after english, and a very large pit in my stomach. I should though, because the tests was $82 dollars a pop, and if i fail theres no refunds. So why did I do it? So I can get college credit, and AP credit on my report card. It's worth it, 82x3 is alot less then a potiental year in college.
But as for right now, I need help studying it. And yes, whoever's reading this could be ALOT of help.
Heres the problem: for English I have x numbers of mulitpul choice questions, i forgot how many, in about 50 minutes. I think 65.
Any way, I also have 3 essays to write, 45 minutes for each, with 15 minutes to plan. This is where any one who reads this last testiment to my soul comes in.
They're starting a trend of making a DBQ (document based question) where they give you some writer's oppinion and you defend, rufute or quailify it with events, literature, other artists or art, or personal experience.
Because personal experience is hard to conger and to manipulate in an essay, I want to go with the other 3. It would help me alot if any of you could think up:
an event (like historic or politic or like WELL KNOWN in IRL cause I know how yall are >/ this is an anime site...)
or some literature (with merit that you'd study in college or school, or it has some oppinion on life or the goverment or somthing)
or even an artist (it could vary, but it could even been someone like greenday, who make comments about the goverment and society n stuff)
then i'd love you very much ^^;!
Until erm.. whenever else I could use y-... er, find somthing to write about 3nodding i'll probably be either studying or rping somewhere.
~TTFN (tigger did give me permission)
Original Korea · Sat Apr 30, 2005 @ 04:13pm · 2 Comments |
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