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im tired of trying to be happy every day
thinking
i have a shot at love
...tired of thinking that.
im tired of not being here...no one hearing me...as i call out their name.
im tired of being used and told to do things i dont want to do.
i dont want to be this cinderella
or invisible woman.
im tired of being rejected by people my heart lingers for....
caz every time...all my heart is doing...is getting hurt..
my friends or family in life may think i lucky to have so many things.
i am.
im truely blessed
i dont wanna souind stupif either...
i...i just wanna found love..without the fear of hurt around the corner..im so tired...
now...my heart is saying it wants no more pain
no more suffering
no more crying
no more loniness
no
more...
no more....
....so i do one simple thing..
one thing where i can always feel happy andpain free..
i close the doors to my heart and never want to open them again.
i melted the key and locked my self in from everyone else
everthing ive done is my fault..so i close it..no more...
...thank you for listetning