I never thought I would happen! I always thought that no matter what I would never fall in love or have anyone to love me!.......... but I was wrong and I'm glade I was wrong because I've never been so happy in my entire life! I found some one but he was with some one else so I backed down cause all I wanted was for him to be happy and it seamed that his happiness wasn't with me. My heart did hurt when ever I saw him kiss, holding hands, and hugging the one he was with cause it felt like my heart was getting weaker and weaker but I decided to wait for him and be there if he needed help. There wore times where I felt that the pain I felt would never go away unless........ unless I end it all but I was afraid to make the people I care about cry I couldn't stand knowing that I was the cause for the tears running down their face. I'm glade I didn't because I am happy now and I alway am and will be if I'm near him he helps me he was the one that helped my realize that I still do have a heart and it beats faster and faster when hes around I never want to leave this place! Hear is the place where love and happiness doesn't cost a thing! ^_^