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i need to let off some steam right now. i think i mentioned this in an earlier journal, but i will say it again... i think that relationships in high school are useless. screw the "learning experiences." its all a bunch of crap. if a guy you like(or girl respectively) that used to like you doesnt like you anymore, cry a bit then get over it. dont use someone else in the attempt to get that said person to like you again. and i know im talking about something i dont know a whole lot about, but i dont care. from what i know, its all crap.
and im having some relationship troubles of my own. there is a guy i like that ive never even met. i know, hypocrite, but who cares. im the worlds biggest. anyway, i found out about him through my friend amaerikka and we've been getting to know each other a bit. but he only communicates through phone, with amaerikka, and we're not allowed to call him because he says that his roommate doesnt like him getting calls-whatever. so he hasnt called in a couple of weeeks. my friend says that he is in the process of helping his family move, but this long period of silence has got me thinking. i dont doubt what hes doing, im just beginning to wonder if i should even bother with getting "involved" with him. im still in high school(hes 19, and a freshman in college), and the chances of anything happening, and if something happens, and that lasting, are slim to none. but im just blabbing. i might not think this in a few days, but i think it right now.
sorry if i boiled some blood, but move on. i needed to say this.
 speed09 · Thu Mar 29, 2007 @ 10:03pm · 0 Comments |
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yey!!!!!!! im finally the Queen of the Fairies(and not the sick kind, u freaks). i saved and saved and saved, and i finally have what i need to start my rein. now im just trying to get gold for some certain accessories. if there are any elves, dwarfes, trolls, or dragons out there, please contact me, i would love to get to know you all. and please keep in mind that i know this is all pretend. im not a pyscho who cant tell reality from imagination(although that is sometimes debatable).
speed09 · Wed Mar 21, 2007 @ 12:28am · 0 Comments |
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Questing- Queen of the Fairies. |
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i hate this. im saving to become who i was meant to be-Geea, Queen of the Fairies, but it is so hard and expensive. okay, so i dont really think im queen of the fairies, but ii do have a fascination with them(and not the sick kind- get your head out of the gutter u sicko). i have only around 27k, but thats not near enough gold. i need at least 40k for a pair of wings. it bites. but im playing games, posting in the forums, etc. and slowly(too slowly for my liking), my amount of gold is rising. now u may be wondering who is Geea, and how is she queen of the fairies? well, if u have ever read Alosh, The Shaktra, or The Yanti by Christopher Pike, u would know. so wish me luck in my questing. whee stare
speed09 · Fri Mar 02, 2007 @ 05:26pm · 0 Comments |
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so im sitting at home, bored out of my skull. i hate snow days. theres about 20+ inches of snow on the ground, and school has been cancelled for the past 2 days. dont get me wrong, i like getting out of school every once in a while, but im bored. school is the only time i get to see my friends. everything that is worth mentioning about my life happened at school or bcuz of school. but bcuz our school district is dumb, and jumped the gun on cancelling school(we would have been just fine getting out and going today), im reduced to praying my friends will get on so i can talk to them. we have had sum pretty interesting conversations on gaia- we actually solved some probs that we havent been able to solve in a while. but once again, so u get the idea, I HATE SNOW DAYS exclaim exclaim exclaim mad mad evil burning_eyes stare stare
speed09 · Fri Mar 02, 2007 @ 04:53pm · 0 Comments |
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im about at my limit in life right now. ive had it with all the drama and crap of high school. i wish that "love" did not exist for people until AFTER high school. im tired of ppl coming to me for help with their probs. what about my probs? i hav them u know. i just wish that i had sum1 to go to for help with my probs. i also wish i wasnt so insecure about talking to ppl about persnal matters. but thats another project for another time, i guess cry sad
speed09 · Sat Feb 03, 2007 @ 01:44am · 0 Comments |
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