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Every word you say,
Every word you speak,
I take it to my hear,
I store it very deep

In there it stays,
Only to come out
When you are around
It always spins about.

Every look you give,
Every look I take,
In my heart it lies,
Never to escape.

Only you it sees
In those tinted eyes,
Your feelings mean so much,
To you they only cry.

Every word you hear,
Every touch you feel,
All of it is kept
Very close to me.

They will be let out
Only to the one,
The one that I love
And that one is you.

Every thing matters,
Every thing is one,
In the end the same,
To you it points in love.

To never think of the future
Until this moment of time,
Where I felt what love really is
And what I would be without.

To hold you in that kiss,
In these arms forever,
But why is it I cry
When I think about the tomorrow?

To leave you for awhile,
That I will allow,
But only cause I know
You will return back where you belong.

To wait exactly where you left,
Not leave this spot for even a moment,
Want to hold you once again,
This time to never let you go.

Filled with bitter and hate;
My mind no positive attitude,
Nothing nice to say,
Revenge to only think and plot.

Follow his every step,
Hunting down his every move;
Better watch where you walk,
I am close behind you.

Within the trap of death,
Here is where your life ends;
First comes the pain and agony
Followed with great suffering.

Scream echoing through the air,
Wind howling with his sounds;
Ripped flesh from his body,
Paths of blood trailing the floor.

Cracking bones and broken tenants,
Life hanging on a single line;
Dangling from the ceiling awaiting
For that end to soon come.

Fingers detached from hands joins
Spinning in the fan below;
Soon your body shall join the ride
While your head remains watching.

In I walk to the silence
Only the fears and pain I hear,
Like a sweet melody of music,
To now play the final tune.

The rope of finalization,
Words “goodbye” vibrate from my lips;
I pull the trigger with great desire,
Watching your body snap from your neck.

Grinding body though the blades,
Blood spattering around my feet,
Reaching down for a sample,
Tasting the victory of your end.

Watching what’s left spin around,
Bits and pieces hanging off the wall;
Your head still left for my prize,
Now to reincarnate you for a second round.

Leaving your house as I entered,
You still in it as before;
I finished the job that I came for,
You stuck in the house for eternity.

Today another night,
Both you and I
We spent together.

In each others arms,
Holding me close,
We lay silently.

Playful little cuddles,
Soft teasing kisses,
We rest calmly.

Now the fun begins,
Our blood starts to flow,
We change action.

Being a little different,
Both of us aroused
We start settling.

Resting as before,
Kisses still continue,
We think alone.

Thoughts in your head,
The ones that are in mind,
We smile nervously.

Those words I wanted
To say, but hear from you,
We both confused.

I love you, is it too early?
Thought you feel the same,
We now relaxed.

Still in my mind,
To hear you say it again,
We say goodbye.

In my heart they remain,
The chills creeping over me,
We kiss goodnight.

Watching you pull away,
Within the house I enter
We both in love.

Sitting at the table,
A pen, I begin to write
This poem about tonight.

The magic now beginning;
Sprinkled with fairy dust
My heart now is spinning,
Full of love and lust.

You now begin to quiver;
Me, you begin to undress,
Now I start to shiver,
Upon me you compress.

The night we spend together,
Your kisses, sweet they taste,
Hands tickling me like a feather,
Mind empty, thoughts are waist.

Clothing all over the floor,
We beneath the sheets,
Sock hung upon the door,
The bedroom locked, full of heat.

Appearing up for air,
Now going for another round;
All a mess tangled hair,
Sheets fallen to the ground.

Breathing softly in my ear,
Holding you close upon me;
Your heart, all I hear,
Two eyes watching, all I see.

Waking up in his bed
All calm thinking of that night;
Only thoughts in my head
And a smile glowing bright.

Monday,
Morning together we spend,
During the night
That moment you spend in my head.

Tuesday,
A day of excitement with you,
Watching it go by,
My goodnight kiss I receive.

Wednesday,
Apart from each other till late
Where together we spend for a bit,
The next day not any better.

Thursday,
All about work and no fun,
Limited time we have, if any,
Our inpatients build up with frustration.

Friday,
A morning I think about the night,
The time you and I spend alone
Then wait for the next to arrive.

Saturday,
Takes over most of my day,
That one little visit from you
The only thing I wait for the whole day.

Sunday,
Similar as the previous day,
If only there were more days to a week
That way I would make a day, only for you.

The day now ending
Waiting for the last moment to come,
Bringing the day to an end.

The street lights bright,
Watching them caress your cheeks,
Holding your hand lightly as you drive,
Glimpsing over staring at your face,
Smiling as I wait for that last moment.

The distance getting smaller,
Watching the street signs go by,
Stroking your arm not wanting to leave,
Knowing tomorrow I will see you again,
Having something to look forward to tonight.

The car now slowing down,
Watching my house getting closer,
Hearing the sound of the engine turn off,
Looking over at you with gleam,
Approaching one another for that kiss.

The day now has ended
Waiting for the next night to come,
Bringing this day to a perfect end.

You started as a friend,
There was nothing more;
Until that one day came
Where everything just changed.

My thoughts became merged,
Confusion in my surroundings,
Something now was different;
An unfamiliar presence.

Your friendship always stronger,
With more care for me than I;
Moving one step close,
That one change soon became two.

Multiplying even faster,
Those two became four;
What was happening now.
Was not what had been expected.

A feeling now much stronger,
One I never though I’d have,
As a flower in the garden
Sprouting over night.

Blossoming in the morning,
You became my rays of light;
My smile you created wider,
Your presence I liked to have.

Every moment together
Meant something to me,
That friendship now is greater,
As it rests to something else.

With time we became closer,
Crossing some mild paths;
In the end all was worth while
For the creation we now have.

Inexistent in the present,
Never thought of in the past,
The future is still yet to come;
For once I can hardly wait.

Thunder
Sounding,
Screams calling.

Rain
Falling,
Tears striking.

Ground
Shaking,
Pain quaking.

Earth
Calming,
I dying.