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crying ((this is in real life)) today i come to find out that my fiance' has been cheating on me with what i thought was his cousin for the past week when i thought he just mved in with her and her son(!) who is 2)) and i find out from her that they are together now and over an hour later he calls me and acts like nothing happened so we talked it over and tomarrow we scheduled to meet in front of his mom's house to tell me (and in four days it would have been a year and 6 months) so im pretty devistated and he just met this chick not even 2 weeks ago! so im just gonna stop talking about it because3 im gonna cry..........so ya i thought he loved me i guess when another has sex with an older chick its better than being in love...but whatever this is how my real life is doing.... stare

well...i've been visiting my sister as of late and have been using her computer..so now i kind of has access to one ...compared to my house cause i don't there....it sucks not being able to use a computer...i miss hyukke so much i could just die crying if you are reading this i love you!!! heart

stare im bored....my comp is being nice today.....but im bored so it doesnt help...at all gonk im sooooooooooooo BORED!! stare fukk

today is kinda normal today im going to the mall with my best friend thea and finding her a date becvause her horoscope said that Oct. 13 would be her lucky day of love so we are going to the mall...ya i promised her that i would get her a boyfrined.....and hooking people up is hard crying ok ya well thats today! whee heart

sweatdrop heh hi journal...uummmim really hyper and bored but soon im gonna go to the mall with my bestest best friend in the world! whee heart