We at times in our humanity or mortality even find that we have enshrouded ourselves in darkness in hopes of protecting ourselves from the pain of reality. I for one did that and was almost entirely consumed by it. When we disappear from everything we've ever known and then just suddenly come back and take a close look at the chaos our decisions have laid to rest we realize that we have either stepped out into the fire or have chosen to forfeit ourselves to the darkness. I left for one year and then looked closely at how great my darkness was and now I have concluded that my fire is more important to me than anything else in the world. I would gladly stay in the fire so that my light will shine brighter than the sun in a figure of speach. I forgot how good the fire felt but once I realized that I was standing in it, that it bathed my soul it gave me a high I've never had before. This fire is bright and burns away the darkness in my heart and soul. No one can exstinguish this fire but me and I will never let this fire die.
 Cornel Jenasis · Fri Feb 22, 2008 @ 07:13am · 0 Comments |
