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something new and amazing happened today...chris asked me to marry him....he proposed...and i said yes.......but do you want to know a secreat.......i'm scared i really am. i love him so much and yet im scared because i want to know if he wants to marry me because he made up his mind about it..or because our gaia daughters nagged him about it every day. im scared because i dont know what he wants..i want to be with him. i love him and never again will i repeat teh first time mistake..the time i almost lost him. that was a horrible day and my heart died when i gave him back the ring..but...i want to be at ease....i dont want my heart to doudt itself..plz dont let me doudt not again...ever..agian