dec.19,2008 2:00am
have u experience doing something... something in which there is no sense at all... me... i think, til now... i feel that i am empty... empty in a way that i dont do extremely positive to make my life productive at all... no more searching for wisdom... just enjoying pleasurable things... but i dont why and how cud i get out on this life... life of emptiness... life of darkness... i saw the light but i cannot do something to go nearly to it... i know that i have the brain... the certain things that may help me to be productive... but... i dont use those resources to make me a better human... i dont really know when will i do start changing my life... i should try to open the gate of darkness... on where am i now... and be on the way that i should be... hopefully i can get back to my real life... so that i will be going to have a better, and have a sense life...
niblem01 · Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 06:07pm · 0 Comments |