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Of course... the good thing about this journal, is that not many of my irl friends have Gaia, and I trust the few that do either don't read my journal at all... or do not feel the need to share any of my personal business with anyone else...

As I have nowhere I can post my inner feelings about Mike... except for TO MIKE, which doesn't always go over well... I can maybe post here a little.

If You Only Knew
(Jekyll & Hyde)

"If you only knew how much I love you
Would you still behave the way you do?
Forever tempting fate,
While I just sit and wait.
And worry about what fate might do to you.

If you only knew how much I suffer
Would you maybe change your point of view?
Or will you still go on
Till all our dreams are gone
And hope that I will still be there for you

Must I go on like this forever?
Not knowing when or whether you’ll return
Do I just sit and yearn
Or try to live and learn
And learn to live with what you put me through?
If you only knew…

I’m not as fragile as I appear to be.
I won’t so easily break in two

If you only knew how much I wonder
Whether you’re aware that you need me too.
If you weren’t so blind
Together we could find
The peace of mind that makes our dreams come true
If you only knew…
If you only knew…
If you only knew…"

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