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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!! Haven't been here in a LOOOOOOOOONG time! I've had a lot on my mind so I figured I'd take a break and put it somewhere. It's been a rough start to the school year. I can't believe it's already November! I'm gonna be 17 soon and I feel like my high school career flew by...gosh I sound so old.

I haven't accumulated a crush on anyone as of late, but I feel a little needy. I don't wanna say desperate, because honestly, I can do without a boy hooked to my arm...but it's not like I'm gonna say I don't miss the feeling. It's like I'm not complete yet, like I need to fill in that empty space. It doesn't really help that I have these crazy romantic dreams that send my imagination (and my day time conscience) running wild. I wake up saying "Damn, it was just a dream..."



At least the dreams I have prove that I'm not gay...

It would be nice to have someone put their arms around me again. Or kiss me. It feels weird, and kind of lonely, but, I guess the time's not right just yet...