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The Diary of a Psychopathic Goth Woman All about me, the people around me, my stupidness, and my love life.


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Image Deprived
Do I live or do I die?
I asphyxiate on words I would say
More than a thousand tears have gone by
I'm forever haunted more than afraid
when I'm thimking I give a sigh
I pray to God but He doesn't listen

*There is no beauty, it has all died
there are no angels gracing the lines
just these stale words I find.
I'd unveil a smile but I'm too weak
I'd share with you could I only speak
not that you would listen

Do I die or do I live?
no matter what I cannot leave
just like all I love, I'm make belive
Imagined heart I disappear seems
no-one will appear here and make me real

(repeat *)

I'd unveil a smile, but I'm too weak
I'd shaare with you could I ony speak
just how much this hurts me
just how much this hurts me
just how much this hurts me
just how much you....




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How Many...
*How many times must I wait by the phone
before you decide to call?
How many days must I wait to by
before I see you in Fall?
How many hours must I wait on-line
before you realize I'm on?
How many hours must you speak to the wall
before you realize I'm gone?

**The answer my friend is all up to you
the answer is all up to you

(along the years, i thought of other things)

How many roads must a man walk down
before he get's where he's goin'?
How many ears must one man have
before he can hear people cry?
How many times must a man turn his head
before he can see people's pain?
How many times must a cannon blow fire
before they're forever banned?

(repeat **)

(repeat *)

(repeat **)



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Listen to Me
I'm trapped within myself
I want to walk away
I try to make a sound
but no-one hears me
I'm slippin' away
I'm hangin' by a thread
I want to start this over again

*I try to hold
onto a time when
nothing came between us
and I can't explain
what happened and I
can't explain

**No-one cares
no-one's there to listen to me
no-one's there to wipe my tears away
no-one cares what happens to me
'cause no-one will
listen to me

I try to mend our friendship
but it only works with co-operation
I want to know why you are mad at me
but nothing I say helps
you looked at me with disdain
but I could only smile

(repeat *)

(repeat **)




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Shattered Mirror
I look into a mirror
I cannot recognize
the person staring back
I fall into sorrow
the person peerin back
is me

*spider web cracks and
broken shards on the floor
these are the symptoms
of a shattered mirror

I try to pick the shards up
piece by piece
then drop by drop
I start to bleed
the person still staring back
is me

(repeat *)

I jolt for the door
it slams in my face
I look to the shards
as they form the japanese symbol for death
so I ran
but the shards caught up with me
and stabbed me in the back
so if you ever see

spider web cracks and
broken shards on the floor
dust every where
someone has locked the door
these are the symptoms
of an ancient,
a hollow,
a haunted,
a shattered mirror.



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Destiny
Is this dying?
Is this really what happens?
I can't remember who I am
*I can't feel anything
I can't hear
Can't smell
Can't taste anything except the
blood seeping through my teeth
I can see only my life in my head
I see this afternoon

I was walking down the road just
minding my own business
when I saw someone threatend with knives
I pushed the bullies
but they cut my back about
two or three hundred times

(repeat *)

A voice in my head told me "it's over. it's done for. give up and see your family.
another said "it's never over. never give up. no never give up!"
so I got up
staggered slightly
picked the knives up
and with adrenaline pumping
I stabbed dumb, dumber, and dumbest
I ran to the kid, but he was dead

but why was I spared?
why was I spared?
I would have gone to save him
so why was I spared?
why was I spared?

(spoken)was it destiny?




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Dominate
*I'm on a mission
a mission to dominate the world
I'm in diguise
in cognito
I just end up gettingthrown
out a window

**I must prove myself to the world
I must show the world what i'm made of!
If I don't I don't feel complete
so I have to bring
domination

I have bombs
I have threats
I have everything on myside
I need no help
People don't understand what I need

(repeat **)

friends mean nothing
hope means nothing
help means nothing
to me

Love means nothing
life means nothing
peace means nothing
to me

(repeat *)

(repeat **)



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Snake-Like
Why?
What did we do to deserve this?
Why?
I didn't do anything!
Why?
Do I have to fall into darkness?
Why?
Can't I strike back?

*Hey!
We did nothing!
Hey!
We deserve better!
Hey!
I see a light.
Hey!
What is this feeling? I'm feeling stronger!
I'm feeling something new!
I'm feeling snakelike!

I was fallen and I arise
I shout at my attackers
as they turn, I strike
throwing them down dead
I look in a puddle of blood
My hair over my right eye
I see someone I've never seen before
my short, black turned long and silver
my eyes as red as the blood i was staring into
I look at the deceased
My comrades
my enemies
what should i do with this strange power?

(repeat *)




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Future Thoughts
Sometimes
I sit alone at night
Sometimes I get up and run
Sometimes
I get really bored
but HEY!
you never know when you're having fun!

*sometimes
I talk 'round people I know
Sometimes we've never met
Somtimes
I worry 'bout things i want
but HEY!
you never know what you're gonna get!

**don't worry 'bout the present
don't worry 'bout the past
Just worry 'bout the future
It goes by so fast

(repeat *)

(repeat ** until fade)



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Alone
*Why don't you leave me
alone
you broke my heart and I just want to be
alone
you left me for another and left me standing
alone
She found out what was going on and she left you
now you know what it feels like to be left
alone

**you told me to meet you and you left me
alone that night to cry, to die, you lied
to me and left me alone
now i'm alone
and you're alone
and you're
alone

I opened my heart to you and you left me
alone
you didn't understand so you left me
alone
my scars from my past remind me that you left me
alone
all of a sudden you realize what you've done
but I could breathe for the first time so I left you to be
alone

(repeat * then **)

I told you to meet me and I brought my new boyfriend
you saw what happened so I left you
alone that night to cry, to die, I lied to you
I left you alone
I'm not alone
but you're alone
and you're
alone

(spoken)revenge feels so good!




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