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ok.. so its nov now.. lets see..
me and sam have been dating for 5 months 2 weeks and 2 days today... um...his b-day is on the 22and and it will be just under 6 months for us.... i'm gunna take him out to dinner at hte china buffet.(if your a good friend you should already know what else i'm gunna do). mainly family (his mom,step mom, and 3 siblings, my mom and grandma, and maybe his nan and bob) and i'm only gunna ask dustin and jenna once more if they r gunna come. speaking of dustin and jenna... i hardly ever talk to them and see them even less. (not that i havent tried)
Rachel, a really good friend of mine got taken from me. and by taken i mean taken. her mom read the notebook we were writing back and forth and fliped. her parents are homophobic bibble pushers.. and thats putting it nicely. she wont let rachel see any of us (dustin, jenna, sam or me) because we r older and she thinks we r a bad influence. guess what, your the bad influence! she called the school and has all the teachers watching her every move, and the principal sent me a letter saying if i come on school property again without informing them ahead of time, i'll be charged up to $1000 for tresspassing.She's not suppose to date. her mom wont let her go anywhere. i'm amazed she lets her have her ash friend over. shes grounded from everything, well excpt the stuff her parents make her do/go to. and its not like i'm gunna just forget about her. screw her parents we r frineds and we need each other. we will talk and we will see each other again.
we have been getting ready to move for like the last month or more... Sam,Mom, and me are the ones that have done the most.. Shannon has come more then the boys , Jamie has done more then travis...all 4 of our cats are at a friends barn... we rented a wood chipper and chipped 12 trailer loads of brush (trees and branches).. mom paid for 8 hours and we only got 3 hours done...we had to push the trailer ourselves, cuz the trucks we had asked to help didnt show or couldnt come...we still have 3 or 4 piles to do. so far about 10 recycle bins have been but out of each plastic and paper from my grandmas. mom and her have also gone through and sorted a chunk of her cloths into groups ( keep, sell, and give) and mere (grandma) has decided to let go of 3 shelves of shoes and boots. not sure if shes even touched the purses. we have also rearanged her sheds and packed up alot of stuff fromt he room mom will be using. i unfortunitly am stuck with my tiny excuse of a room. i still have to pack and move and clean it so i can get all the stuff from here into it...
i graduated and had camencment on the 4th. rachel was in the band and when i noticed her, she didnt make eye contact. i thought she was mad at me for what was happening. turns out, if she had have, she would have cried. she misses me and i miss her... i got to talk to her in the cafe at the reception. i wanted to hold her so bad... but she clung to justin and him to her.( i didnt know they were dating) and well after about 5-10 min her dad came and got her. it was a good thing her didnt recignize me and sam...or she would have been in major sh*t. we r even luckier that it was her dad and not her mom.
random little tidbit, i'm allergic to "the pill". i have a doc. app. on friday and i'm gunna ask about " the patch"...( thank you cousin Chris)
well i think thats enough... i'm gunna go try to play towns. laters!
Kitsune_mingue · Mon Nov 13, 2006 @ 05:22pm · 0 Comments |
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Tuesday i went to a meeting at the hospital for my grandma... then visited some friends in their new apt. met a really hot bi chick that lives upstairs fromt them... got invited to aparty but cant go unless i can find a ride...( dont look too good right now) um a really good friend of mine is switching her med's cuz the ones she had made her worse and then was gunna spend the night wed.. i'v coked most of the meals in this house for the last week... and i still have to move into my grandma's.. correction... move BACK in to my granma's.
yesterday,I did up 2 bags of the bathroom walls. We got a shipment of renavation stuff... moved it all in. ( i stoped after we finished lifteng the drywall over the balcany.and let mike and tim take the rest into the back room) then i cooked the diner i promised Jenna. But because she started new meds, she spent the day in bed pretty much in a coma like state.
Today, i have 2 sink fulls of dishes to put away, i have to finish baging the crap from the bathroom walls, and i'm gunna make sam vaccume.and eventully... take a nice long shower.
Kitsune_mingue · Thu Aug 31, 2006 @ 05:48pm · 0 Comments |
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wow... well i finally did it... i listened to my heart and took a chance on some1. Turns out, he liked me for over a year.. and i never knew it. well anyways.. i started flirting with him cuz i started to like him. me and jenna went to a party at dustens (now her bf) and he was driving us home. jen and dusten in the front, jason,sam and i in the back. well turns out he was flirting back that night. well when we got invited again, it was a drinking party. and i really wanted to ask sam out.... so i started drinking at 8... i went up to make a drink and sam came with me. i offared to make him one and it took about 3 tried b4 he said yes. i made him a screwdriver and he chuged it back. i ended up offering my drink to him like the whole night. i cant really remember how we started ( him on the chair and me on floor infront, or me in chair and him on floor infront...) anyways, i got really drunk and my other half took over. dusten and sam cut me and jen off and took us up to bed. i really didnt want jenna to sleep with dusten so kit told her she only had so long with him, then she had to come to bed with me. well sam promised me( we faded back and forth between us) that he'd stay with me. i hate being left alone with ppl i dont trust when i'm drunk ( long story why). anyways, i'm not sure what all happened but i know she kissed him and asked him out. he said no cuz i was drunk. anyways... he stayed all night and when i sobared up enough to take control i asked him out...well kinda... anyways.. thats how we started.
its been great. tomorrow( july the 9th) will be 6 weeks. a month and a half....
heart i love him and i want to be with him forever. his birthday is in nov. and i have it all planed. well i will have to talk to his grandparents and his moms to make sure they r ok with it first.
PS um yeah you might know him as claytom claymore on here.
Kitsune_mingue · Sat Jul 08, 2006 @ 05:04pm · 0 Comments |
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well at least i can kick her a** in my dreams. i drempt that Honda attacked me cuz i was hangin out with andrew and some other stuff. well she like lunged at me and, then it went to andrew walking away, then to us back on our feet and me punching her a good one. i know shes mad at me, and stuff i dream is know to come tru, i'm kinda hoping this one does...
Kitsune_mingue · Mon Mar 28, 2005 @ 04:11pm · 3 Comments |
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