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Thursday July 17, 2008
Mood: depress crying
Lately, I have been feeling depress and I don't know why but I just start to cry. Some of my friends have been worrying about me. Everyone says you have to have a reason when you cry but for me, I just cry for no reason...or maybe I just don't know. I feel like my heart just doesn't know anymore....I feel lonely at times because my friends get to see each other but for me...I only have been out once with one of my friends ever since summer started. For everyone, I haven't seen them...even my own boyfriend. I just talk to them on the phone, though at times, they are out having fun with everyone else while I'm at home just watching my little brother and doing chores and cry in my room. I know I sound like a whining emo but for me, I feel left out...I feel like an outcast out of society...Everytime I hear my boyfriend say that a friend is coming over or he's going to play with his friends across the street...I feel.....feel jealous that he gets to be with friends and me, I home babysitting as always, locking myself in my room.....But hopefully I get to go out to see them...eventually.....
 CoCa-CoLAxxSniFFeR · Fri Jul 18, 2008 @ 01:22am · 0 Comments |
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Poem: The Rose of Love and Death |
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The Rose of Love and Death
Roses, Roses
Such roses bloom
In the garden of Souls
Though with hidden doom
So lovely it is
Resembling Love
Death is what it signifies
A coming ending it proves
Soft and soothing petals
Roses are full of them
But when wilting
Turning to dust is what they redeem
With such fine, red color
Like the blood that supports
But when dying, it turns
Into the color of a dead corpse
It possesses godly beauty
With radiance so great
Yet when its life is ending
It'll turn to ashes at any rate
Its stem, full of thorns
True Evil is revealed;
Thorns covered in blood
The Good is consealed
Like everything else,
It would be like what it was said
Like everything else,
They're all dead
But until then...
Roses Roses
Such roses bloom
In the garden of Souls
Though with still hidden doom...
CoCa-CoLAxxSniFFeR · Wed Jul 16, 2008 @ 09:28pm · 0 Comments |
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This poem is in the Arenas so please vote on it ^_^
Love In Darkness
Ashes shall fall as the roses die...
Sadness and Grief sweeps by
Wind tumbles with these ashes...
Into the the darkness though it vanishes...
In the rose garden, there she lies...
Eyes full of hatred, yet of compassion
Mended could not a wounded heart...
It bleeds and spills over her Soul
Tears of sorrow drips from her eyes...
It echoes through the maze of Shadows
Her Soul is lost...
The Shadows' game toys with her
Confused is her mind...
She doesn't know what to do!
Yet she wonders upon this chessboard...
A dangerous game it plays
She bets with Love and Life...
Blinded by her Sins, she risk it all
If...
Blinded by Madness, lives will be taken
Blinded by Hatred, blood will be spilt
Blinded by Darkness, she gives no mercy
Yet...
A fire shines in the Darkness
Ignited by the true good in heart,
Deep within her Soul
Her blindness has faded...
Her judgement has become unclouded...
Her Past is dark, her Present is in Shadows...
But now, her Future glistens with Hope
Awaiting the day...
She hopes to find...her Freedom in Life...
And Love that is True...
Yet...
...Ashes shall still fall, as the roses continue to die...
CoCa-CoLAxxSniFFeR · Wed Jul 16, 2008 @ 05:30am · 0 Comments |
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FLAMEO!!!! That's hello in Fire Nation(yes, i watch Avatar: The Last Airbender)!!!! Today's topic that I shall talk about for the rest of this blog(unless I go random and start talking on another random topic than this) is.........*drumroll*..........IS................IS..........ICE CREAM!!
I SCREAM!! YOU SCREAM!! WE ALL SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM!!
I would like to state first......CHOCOLATE-FLAVORED ICE CREAM PWNS ALL OTHER FLAVORS!!!! Just face it, IT'S THE BEST!!! Chocolate is the king of all flavors!! BOW DOWN TO THE CHOCOLATE!! BOW DOWN!!! WOOT WOOT!! But besides ice cream, I also like Napolean flavor. It has all three Ice Cream Gods' original flavors, CHOCOLATE(The Best), VANILLA(The Second Best), & STRAWBERRY(The Other Best), all in one compact, frozen box. That is like awesome ^o^!! There is like so much flavors now! Like banana split, butter peacan, cookies & cream, chocolate mint, rocky road, root bear, chocolate fudge, and MORE MORE MORE!!! Soon, they will have pizza flavored ice cream. Wouldn't that be weird? Well, it would count as dinner AND dessert lol. But you never now...maybe they will have chicken flavored....or vomit flavored......this reminds me of the Jelly Belly jelly bean flavors in the Harry Potter Edition. That box had ear wax, dirt, worms, boogers, vomit, and all kinds of flavors for the human kind to taste........
Back to ice cream, I really loved those Dip & Dots brand ice cream because they are mini balls of ice cream which is really cool!!!! Have you ever tried it before?!? They are absolutely AWESOME!!! Tiny balls that melt in your mouth in the desirable ice cream flavor that they can provide to you!!! You know what also melts in your mouth that is cold?! COTTON CANDY!! Cotton candy is the BOMB!! Those things make me really hyper because it's made out of pure SUGAR!!! Dude, that is like the ultimate drug for me!! That is why my friends and family don't allow me to eat cotton candy......that thing will just shoot me off to PLUTO if I eat too much of it...and it's sooooooooooo fluffy like a cloud.......you know, I always want to skydive into a cloud and see how it feels...actually, I want TO SKYDIVE!!! In the 5th grade, my 50-year-old teacher skydived in Australia. I was soooooo jealous of him......Well, someday when I'm oout of my parents' leash, then maybe I will!! I will also get a tattoo too!! I wonder if getting a tattoo really hurt because when I see people get tattoos, it doesn't look like it hurts but they say it hurts but I want to try it myself!! ^_^
Well, apparently, I was right, I went a little off topic and random there...but it is time to for me to say CIAO!! I got to go bye bye!! Tomorrow's topic: the government and how they plan to kill us.....by the teley(or TV)!!
CoCa-CoLAxxSniFFeR · Mon Jul 14, 2008 @ 04:50am · 0 Comments |
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