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wahmbulance
wow.
since my last post a couple months ago, i've come to realize a lot about myself and this screwed up world every homo sapien calls home.
i've been searching.
a lot.
and what i found wasn't entirely what i expected, at all.
i found that the human race is like a huge parasite, feeding off of all organisms and screwing up what's left of the ecosystem. i too am at fault and im presently trying to correct my wrongdoings because i dont want the planet turning into a huge wasteland.
i'd like to think that after our generation disolves into dirt there will still be something left for the organisms that occupied this round ball called earth previously to the human race.
i've also come to the realization that i myself should carefully guard whats left of my inner organ positioned in the upper left portion of my torso.
yes, my heart.
it feels like i've been on a roller coaster of enormous heights and close to unbearable lows.
if you're not careful, you could get pretty torn up over the slightest things.
needless to say i was a complete idiotic moron when i didn't watch what i was getting myself into.
i "loved" (a word that slightly exagerates the feeling.i'm at a loss for words,and it was the closest word to describe it) and i was "let down".
i can' blame anyone but myself, and for that i'm atempting to fix myself.
i'm making changes, changes that will hopefully better suit me and help raise my spirits.
it's hard to say what will come next, but someway i'll make it out.
and i'll live to tell.
i know i'm not alone, because i know that within the billions of people who live on this round ball of a planet, there are at least two thousand other people who feel this way.
but if i am a loner,good.
i say this because i deal better with people to talk to, but i can take care of myself if that isn't a possibility right now.
there is more to this i know.
you know who you are,and i'm now directing this towards you.
i don't want you to feel guilty.
you deserve to be happy, i hope you have the time of your life.
enjoy spending time with your Plan A.
i now know that i was meant to be Plan B.
but it's alright, i'm learning to accept it.
i hope we can still be friends because that's still better than being enemies.
hoping i don't let go of myself like i did with you.
im getting better. emo
all you need to worry about is your Plan A, because she's great. sad
 eloisajoy0525 · Thu Jul 12, 2007 @ 01:34pm · 0 Comments |
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emo the world hates me.
yet again.
and again.
i cry.
i don't know what my problem is.
maybe this might explain it a little better.
emo
Don't know what's going on
Don't know what went wrong
Feels like a hundred years I
Still can't believe you're gone
So I'll stay up all night
With these bloodshot eyes
While these walls surround me with the story of our life
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
Now things are coming clear
And I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
So I'll stay out all night
Get drunk and ******** and fight
Until the morning comes I'll
Forget about our life
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
First time you screamed at me
I should have made you leave
I should have known it could be so much better
I hope you're missing me
I hope I've made you see
That I'm gone forever
And now it's coming clear
That I don't need you here
And in this world around me
I'm glad you disappeared
I feel so much better
Now that you're gone forever
I tell myself that I don't miss you at all
I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now
That you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
And now you're gone forever
Gone Forever
Three Days Grace
the song can explain a lot.
but it all depends on how YOU interpret it.
eloisajoy0525 · Tue May 08, 2007 @ 08:56pm · 0 Comments |
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You know.......i try to be funny, but it usually backfires and
bites me in the a** later on.....well, here it goes. stare
I am pretty,
Oh so pretty,
I feel pretty, and witty and bright,
And i pitty, and duesch who isn't me toonight............ eek .............................you know, i just can't
win with anybody anymore! i mean, come on, don't be a
fart-licking cockroach-loving bug-up-your-butt kamikaze-airhead
who thinks i am not funny.......BECAUSE I
AM!!!!! emo .....WWAAAAAAAAAAAA crying WAAAAAA crying
WAAAAA! crying You guys don't always have to kick me when
i'm down, okay!?......i just hate the WORLD right now because
THE WORLD HATES ME........i have come to the CONCLUSION that
YOU ALL SUCK........so now i think i'll REALLY express meself
openly, honesty and all.....truly i will......i promise.......DON'T YOU
DARE CONTRADICT MEEEEEE!!!!!......i WILL come find you....well, not
really because i don't possess those super-cool ultra abilities, but
you know WHAT!? UP YOURS!
YOU SUCK
Chances are, if you're reading this, you're probably a frigging
idiot. If this is the case, I hate you all and I hope you die slowly
and painfully.
Have a nice day.
biggrin
You'll all be happy happy that i took the time to write this.because i took the time to write this.i write this for the WORLD and the IDIOTS who DARE contradict me. emo ........but i never win. emo
eloisajoy0525 · Fri Mar 16, 2007 @ 09:26pm · 2 Comments |
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Needing to Feel
Feeling helpless, isn't as bad as the bloodstained swords of soldiers flashing through your mind.
Feeling helpless, isn't as bad as bleeding hands, squeezing pointed rings of sorrow.
Feeling helpless, isn't as bad as thorns pressed to your lips, peircing soft flesh while you drink it all down.
While you stand there,taking in all the RAIN, kissing the memories of people who destroyed you, made you the way you are.
Defenseless and alone, urging your devils to show their faces, and yearning for a soul to touch you.
Feeling your pain. Knowing what you desire most and what you have been cursed with.
Feeling helpless, isn't as bad as peonies weeping for your hopeless thoughts and dreams, warning you away from shame.
You and your memories shall carry on through me, as long as John and Eddie are watching over me
emo
eloisajoy0525 · Sun Mar 11, 2007 @ 11:51pm · 0 Comments |
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hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe
hehehehehehehehe..................hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.......hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.........hilariousnessness!! so friggin funny......I AM THE POPE! I AM THE POPE! BLEHBLAHBLEHBLAHBLAH GOD! so funny.................lets go be emo in the corner emo ....this really isn't working for us.though we cry,and we cry, I'S IS THE POPE! BLEHBLAHBLEHBLAHBLAH GOD! We can'ts be emos...we is too excited abouts our new jobeseses.......lets us celebrates!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....nows we is done being excitededed aboutses our new jobssss......lets us do our new victoryss danceseses!! babababab doda!doda! wawawawa Haaaa!!!!bloooobah, Haa!! blooooobah, Haaa!! we's loves our new jobses, yess we's do!! adds the POPE as your new friended, and we's shall be very happys, yes we shall! twisted
WARNING:THOUGH THE POPE DOES LOVES YOU'S ALL, THE POPE IS NOT RESPONSIBLES FOR ANY TROUBLESES YOU MAY ENCOUNTER SPIRITUALLY, RELIGIOUSLY,MENTALLY OR OTHER WISE.........BUT HAVE A NICE DAY AND DON'T FORGET TO REQUESTS US!!!! twisted DALLEH LLAMA, BLAIR, DALLEH LLAMA! dramallama
cheese_whine LONG LIVE THE CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cheese_whine
eloisajoy0525 · Mon Feb 26, 2007 @ 10:04pm · 2 Comments |
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heart i love the SHINY TOY GUNS!!!!! 1 OF MY FAVORITE BANDS!!!!!!!!!!!! wahmbulance
rofl
Le Disko"
Hello little boys, little toys
We're the dreams you're believing
Crawling up the walls
Running down your face
Razor sharp, razor clean
Feel the weapon's sensation
On your back...
With loaded guns
Now hold onto me pretty baby
If you want to fly
I'm gonna melt the fever sugar
Rolling back your eyes
We're gonna ride the race cars
We're gonna dance on fire
We're the girls Le Disko
Supersonic overdrive
So what's it gonna take?
Silver shadow believer....
Spock rocker with your dirty eyes
It's a chance gonna move
Gonna ******** up your ego
Silly boy gonna make you cry
If what they say is true...
You're a boy - and I'm a girl
I will never fall in love with you
We're gonna ride the race cars
We're gonna dance on fire
We're the girls Le Disko
Supersonic overdrive
blaugh Lassos of chilly chicken cheese..... mrgreen THIS IS a MUST LISTEN TOO SONG.......SO GO DOWNLOAD IT!!!
eloisajoy0525 · Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 11:09pm · 1 Comments |
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emo feel so sad....no idea why...lets eat some cheese whiz..yayyyyyy!!!!!i feel better now. huhhhhhhhhhhh(huffing)......so board now, what shall we do.......poke the monkey!!! rofl now we is having funness!!!lets poke the monkey some
more.....(3 hours later)huuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(huffing).....now we is still very boreds..lets go play some games.....<2seconds later>huuuhhhhhhhhhhhh(huffing).bored again!we's needs some help with this boreds thing.......please come helps us...we needs to be having fun!!!hey, iknow!!!play poke the ninja withs us!yeah...thats is always more fun than cheeses whiz.hahahahhuh........snicker....cackle.....chuckle ninja
eloisajoy0525 · Wed Feb 21, 2007 @ 08:29pm · 0 Comments |
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