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Oh Em Gee!
I'm still alive?? What is this... some kind of strange parallel universe where I go on Gaia and drink black coffee??
*drinks black coffee*....yuck! *puts sugar in it and half&half*
Nawh, guess not... and yet, here I am, on Gaia, after a good few months.
What's Been Up?
Nothin too much... Moved out, new BF heart , almost done with BA, thinking of grad-school, drawing a children's book... you know... nothing huge.
But I miss you 'Ffine T.T
I know, I know... but you can always get ahold of me on some other means of communication... like:
DeviantArt
http://caffinefreek.deviantart.com
FaceBook
http://facebook.com/CaffineFreek
MySpace
http://myspace.com/CaffineFreek69
MSN
CaffineFreek69@hotmail.com
AIM
CaffineFreek69
 CaffineFreek · Thu Aug 06, 2009 @ 12:49am · 0 Comments |
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Well, it's been awhile since I've drawn something, and I have been staying up late thinking about how to finish the drawing... But of course, I have no clue... Maybe watercolor, maybe pastels....
Either way it could be interesting or.....of course.... terrible.
Wish I had used a heavier paper (used 80 lb. drawing paper.)
Writing Almost Done
Yaay, WRT 101 summer session is almost over, but this means that I have to do all the finals stuff gonk this is gonna be annoying...
Annoyances
Don't you hate it when people feel they are the victim and tha everyone else should pay attention to them? Don't you hate it when said person tries to make you out to be a criminal when you have done nothing wrong? And don't you hate it when they are acting like children when you are trying to be "adult about it"?
I do...
Donation Items
I don't like 'em.... what about you? [Not that you'll answer, no one is reading this...]
CaffineFreek · Tue Jul 17, 2007 @ 06:19am · 1 Comments |
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Been way too long and I need to put something here for my adoring [well sorta'] fans to read.
University of Arizona is crushing my soul, and I am being forced to move closer to it all because my city can't plan anything correctly.... hey, atleast we have the best tap water in the country xd ... [Heard that little poll on Alice Cooper, he's a riot...] I think anything is better than Phoenix water, but most things in Phoenix are terrible, like the water (can you say chlorine?), the heat (on average about 10 degrees hotter than here), the traffic (always terrible), the area (think mini-L.A. too many mini cities that spawn everyday), and the guys (All way to hideous to mention :/).
Stress And Paranoia
I'm beginning to think the stress of me having to keep a painfully high GPA is starting to get to me, and when I move down to "get-shot-for-looking-central" my anxiety will not get anybetter. I already feel like there's someone about to kill me standing outside my door and I'm living on the relatively "good" side of town... what's up with that? I blame stress. So much stress I'm literally making myself sick.
Waiting For The Sun
I heart Jim Morrison. And it's more like waiting for the rain. Come on Monsoons, get here already. You came and dumped rain on this god-forsaken town for 2 days, then you left. and now it's 110 during the day and 98 and humid at night... this is not fair. Damn you solar equator!
So Cute It's Sick
Yea, sorry to all of you who have seen me and my current beau together, I know it's obnoxious, it makes me feel sick even... but it also makes me smile. Sweet boys are cut when they are sleepy, or accidentally stubbed your toe with their huge steel toed boots while you were barefoot, or when they offer to dig you not one but two Koi ponds. So much love, so few people who can stand us. Oh well, rather be smothered in butterfly kisses than alone everynight wondering why I deserve to be ignored.
Stamps
'Ffine collects many many things, and she just found out that she has about 20 stamps from East Germany and about 15 from the West I do believe. Either that or the ones from what I think is West are from a different time period all together. Not sure, never can be... Guess I need to take them somewhere with my some of my silver notes and such to find out what they are all worth and/or where they are from... Way too much fun for me... but I'm easily amused... just like I was amused at the "Lennon Revealed" book was 7 dollars or that I finally picked up "Mein Kampf" for under 20 bucks (It was 7 also, yaay!). Great now my dad will think I'm a Neo-Nazi or something of that sort... I've just caught the WWII bug from my Love that's all, I swear! gonk heart
Furious
I feel like strangling all who sang on the "Instant Karma" disk.... I don't even want to name the people who sang John Lennon's songs like: "Mother," "Working Class Hero," and "Imagine." ESPECIALLY not "Imagine" [Damn canadian wannabe singers who think they're so "Kool! Oh Em Gee" with their "skater boyzzzz"...pathetic] They have ruined the legend of Lennon and I think I may write a complaint letter saying that they should let songs be by Lennon, and respect his memory instead of letting morons who can't play instruments to sing them... Look on Amazon for the Save Darfur CD "Instant Karma" if you want to be horrified by hte horrific horrid-ness of the line-up of songs.
If you don't know who John Lennon is go to google and find out...
If you have never heard of the Beatles go back under you're rock where the "rolly-Pollies" and the Earwigs will love you...
German Music Kicks Japanese Music's Bum
Watashi wa, Doitsu no ongaku no hou ga, Nihon no ongaku no yori, ichiban ongaku da to omimasu yo.
I think German music is the best and not Japanese music... sorry Japan, I love you, but I love Till better, and also many other German guys from Industrial bands... they're fun. heart
[Hopefully I said that right it's been all summer and I have fogotten a lot of my Japanese. Gomen nasai!]
End Transmition
That's all I can think of besides the fact that my Photography was published! Yaaay!
Ermm, was in the top 6 percent of my high school graduating class, and have completed 37 college credits with a 3.9 GPA before entering college. Whooot?
Hopefully I'll update on here more, sorry to my fan base that has now left gaia xd heart
CaffineFreek · Sat Jul 14, 2007 @ 08:19am · 0 Comments |
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But I can still remember just the way you taste..... foul.
Anyways... It's been too damn long since I wrote in this thing. Senior year of high school has not bee so nice to me... neutral
I try, and yet the homework piles on.... and the drama that I thought I could forget about unfolds before my eyes (no not Hamlet.)....By the way.....Justin is a PAnsy.... get over yourself, you're so immature, move on... It'll be better for you, really... It will...
So enough about that.... ermmmm..... Hamlet..... and Japanese....China, China, and more China.... aaand.... Statistics....
Sounds good to me...
OH and also:....homework homework homework homework....
Yeap, that sums up this past semester.
CaffineFreek · Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 06:30am · 0 Comments |
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Well, about time that I put a link in here to my personal Deviant art site:
:: Clicketh Thy Link! ::
Anywhoo, been getting a lot of fun comments on my art, which makes me happy as always. Also been lucky with my pirate (the constructable card game) collecting soo that is another good plus.... unfortuanately school will be starting soon and 'Ffine will again come on here less and less... joy...
CaffineFreek · Tue Aug 08, 2006 @ 04:54am · 0 Comments |
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Teh 'Ffine is back in town~~~! |
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Meh! well, inbetween playing a pirates card game, collecting these forementioned cards, going down to see the damage caused by severe flooding of what is usually a very very very dry and desolate river here in the desert, being in summer school, having my first job, and hanging out with my current beau all summer, I've come on here and have realized that I could never leave for that long really.
But anyways on to bigger and better things... Let's see...
Have you ever felt under appreciated.... damn for me, this has been the summer of under appreciation... from parents with everything I do, from people at my job who are gonna be sorry when I leave in a week and there's no one left to do real work, from people in my Economics class this summer who never care to listen and learn because they think that the only place they learn things is from MTV, VH1 and the latest gossip magazine, from people about my art because I do not always run around with it and I don't draw cutsey anime characters, from people in orchestras and bands because I play viola, from people in other music areas who don't realize that I can do more than play viola, that I can sing as well, from people on gaia because I don't flaunt my profile, avatar and journal every where like a 2 cent whore, from customers at my job who don't realize all the s**t I go through so that they can have a nice time there and it seems they only notice when you screw up, and most of all, from my boyfriend's best friends... guys and girls alike who believe that I am just a b***h who is taking their friend away and not a female who has made him happier than any of them ever could because I listen and can have an intellegent conversation with him without saying "myspace" even once...
It is even sadder to think that there are others like me who have felt under appreciated, or not appreciated at all... the other day a man at my job said to me "Why are you working here, you must not be staying here for long are you? You're going to bigger and better things aren't you".... and in my economics class my teacher says to me "When you rule the world, you'll change that right?"
It is those things that people like use live for, and so I suppose it is enough to imagine those who have made these past years of my life s**t, without success and with nothing to show for these wasted years except for alittle money in their daddy's bank account, a credit card that is over the spending limit, and their face in the year book as "most popular"
CaffineFreek · Tue Aug 01, 2006 @ 04:32am · 1 Comments |
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Hmmm.... Well summer school is retarded....and by summer school I mean the giggle girls who reside on the opposite side of the room from me.... and for a good reason.
Who laugh because I think independantly and understand that the U.S. has it's own national bank, and that when you pay with credit cards it's not from your bank account because that would be a debit card, and that if you were to buy a couch from a furniture store using a credit card that you still have to pay interest because you're paying the credit card company not the furniture store...
I hate them so... burning_eyes stressed scream
gonk
Quote: "So wait....there was a World War 1???!"
Quote 2: "Taiwan doesn't really exsist, does it?"
Quote 3: "Oh My God! Like, you know, we don't all....umm talk like that!"
CaffineFreek · Wed Jul 12, 2006 @ 09:56pm · 1 Comments |
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Well, almost done tweaking it for now, pretty happy with it.
The picture of the instrument I took myself, it's of my Viola, Abicus...
I also made the little animated buttons for the "online, trade, PM, etc" buttons.
I had fun making it, hope you like it aswell ^^ heart
CaffineFreek · Fri Dec 23, 2005 @ 06:15am · 2 Comments |
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