Yeah, I know, I was hoping too -.- Anyway, for you mindless monkey's still reading my journal (even though i've MOVED ACCOUNTS) life still sucks. gramps is dead, my mom and sister are still fighting daily, my social anxiety's has gotten worse, i have to take more meds for the fibromiyalsia, still extremely bipolar and prone to mood changes, Rayray (being my best friend and other then Momo the only person I actually enjoy talking to occasionally) is moving away, I dont have any electives this year because I have to take double English and P.E., and yes, I still hate pretty much everything that breaths.
As for "hows it going" theres your answer.
On a lighter note school starts sept. 2, and I might get back in home schooling if I continue to have violent intentions with regular classes (either way, I'm still going to want to stab something occasionally, I dont see what the big deal is) Which means more time online, and yes, more meds. weee...
As for "are you happy?" well, I dont get that feeling anymore... No anger, no sadness, no happiness.. just blank... yup... fun...
So, as said before, its all pretty much the same around here. I have changed accounts, if you still wish to talk to me for some strange reason you can contact me on my new ac: Xx-DarkFriend-xX If you dont know where that name came from I suggest you pick up a book. Try the "wheel of time" series by Robert Jordan. Its a good one (although very long)
... Yeah... I think thats it, unless I'm forgetting something.. Oh yeah, the good news... erm...
Got my lip pierced finally (fourth of July, soon as I woke up) Got Ray a wedding ring (still not literal, I'm not lex or bi.) I still have a computer and internet. My writing has improved (grammar and all that rolleyes ) to a point where my English class's should be cake. ... Yeah, I might have home schooling again (if that b*****d teacher I had last time hasnt blocked me from the program like he said he would [f^cking c^nt I hate him] ) um.... I've evolved passed the idiots I hung out with before and have moved on to the more simplistic "two good friends, f-ck every one else' routine. uh.... Yeah, nothing else sorry, everything else has been kinda down hill -_-
Hope your life's been better, maybe I'll talk to you later, bye,
~ Lee...
Sammi XP · Mon Aug 25, 2008 @ 12:54am · 0 Comments |