i never realized life would be this hard until now. when you thought, 'oh life is easy right now. no hard decisions so far'. well, i was wrong about the second part. which made me O_O and i thought i would know by now which to choose but looks like i don't. for those who know what i am talking about, i still can't decide. for those who don't, i will give you a brief short story.
*sigh*
a decision like this should be no problem but it is to me. many people say it isn't that complicated but it is. my dearest love said for me to stay. many people close to me said i should stay but most of them said i should go...to germany. i have limited time to decide and i don't know what to do. can this be easy? well, only if i can make it easy. the question i ask myself is 'am i ready to be on my own?' for those who think i am please tell me. for those who think i'm not, then tell me so. but this is your opinion on whether i stay here or go to germany. this is all on me. i don't want to break any hearts or be heart broken by this decision. but what can i do...think...and think...and think.
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