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t's every time I see them.
My heart ceases to beat.
It's their radiation of happiness.
That makes me sick and weak.

I already made my mistake.
Ive lost my power and will
I only have enough power and will
to protect the ones i love

'What's done is done' they say.
'It's impossible to change the past'.
I'll just have to wait it out.
Though I don’t' know how long I can last.

I hate the fact that I'm now ignored.
That none of them will look me in the eye.
Am I truly considered their close friend?
Or was that also a lie.

I still can't figure out my feelings.
I don't know what's real and what's not.
I should be happy that she's with him.
Since she felt for him more than I thought.

It's hard to get over something.
Especially when you're so confused.
The pain and headaches won't stop.
I really have no clue what to do.

I will never say my true feelings.
For even I'm not sure what they are.
So broken eyes and fake smiles.
Help

Im too sad to talk
And im too sad to eat
The only thing I can do is Die