sometimes i think that i've lived enough and come to the end.i am 22 and i have dreams,ambitions but i feel like i don't have the strength inside.i feel like i don't have the ability of feeling anything anymore.how can it be?
i am cheerful.i have my family,my friends.yes that's all true.but i feel alone and can't help it.
i am afraid of humans.i can not trust anyone anymore.how can this be possible at an early age like 22?soo it seems it could be possible.
what is the purpose of this entry?
i don't know honestly.writing always is a cure for me.try it sometime.i don't think at all as i am writing this entry.is seems my feelings and my thoughts are flowing out as words.this feels good.
do you believe in love?
i don't.not anymore.
but you never give up hope.
never stop trying.never stop trusting.
never stop living.
never..
i love you all..
thanks for listening(or reading)yeah maybe you didn't read but i want to think that you read,ok?
see you again soon,i hope,in a cheerful one!
 pepperitup · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 03:48pm · 1 Comments |
