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Hey its me Dacy.. Well i know that all of my entries in my journal were erased i decided to start my whole entire journal over. Well idk where to start....... well i got my spinal surgery in febuary and it went ok. its been like 4 or 5 months since the surgery and i still have muscle spazems. crying But i guess it worked out for the better.
Well im engaged to this amazing guy named cj and i love him so much. I have been dating him for 10 months and i coudnt ask for a better guy. He is like perfect for me in every way. He makes me smile and laugh and chers me up when i mad or sad. No matter what he is always here for me and even through everything i have gone through this year he has been with me through it all. I love him so much and i hope i never loose him.
This year i will be a sophmore and im getting emancipated. When i get emancipated im going to move in with my best friend nina then move in with my feonce when he moves down here. Im excited but scared all at the same time. Im scared im going to fail at living on my own and paying my own bills and everything. im scared to live in the real world but i gotta do it. I have to leave my house i cant take my parents anymore. im magerly deppressed here and even when i ask to see a therypist my parents tell me no that i dont need one. I cant live here anymore. Im just really grateful to have the best friend in the world to help me and the best guy every to be here for me.
I guess thats all for right now.
Leave comments plz...
~Dacy~