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naging will never stop at this point. the weather will get colder and more stress will pile up as well as snow. parents, self naging doubt will continue to be thrown at me. small, mistakes will haunt me as the need of perfection will rage inside these adults. they need to shut up and think about what's more important. obviously they are incapable of such an easy task, yet most of them will never stop to be idiotic. we all will wait till they actually become smart for a change, but it's a fat chance. they don't like change and refuse to do so. they like old fashioned stuff, which makes them impossible to live with especially if you're into the new stuff and are more than open to try new things and be brave, while the parents are afraid of change and adventure. i still long for an adventure. in my fantasies of adventure, my parents or any of my family is involved. they just seem to remind me of stress that was or will be on my shoulders. if i was going to have an adventure, i would wanted less stress and more fun. my friend would provide that endless amount of fun. of course we would have to do some traveling, since this city is boring. there are some family members that i don't mind taking with me on my adventure. but i know for sure that the people that would go would be my friends and some of my family members. the people that wouldn't go would be my parents or any adult that would bring me down all the way since they don't believe in adventure or freedom. no one has a enough time to have an adventure, but i just dream of one. i want to travel and see the world with the people i'm closest to. that way we can creat memories and have fun. we would laugh and talk about all the things we did in this place or in that time. i'm just waiting for it...
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