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I always feel so insecure
I missed you all year
Felt like running out the door
I've never felt so confined to myself
I just want to feel alive once more
I never go out and try to impress all my peers
I never ran and shout just shunned all my fears
You've never felt what it's like to have a heart so impure
All scarred up inside there's something wrong with me
The first time I saw him it was a strange twist of faith
Before then I never believed in love only the word hate
And when he talked for the first time I felt so alarmed
How did he know me
Who was he
And he even knew my name
His voice was a million angels all bundled in one
He was perfection my dream had just begun
Soon later I realized that he was the one
The first to make me smile
Not the fake smile that fools everyone
Just talking to me pulled me out of the dark
But some people liked to make me mad before we talked
And it was this year I realized we had to have met once before
So then I was told we used to play recess together by someone once more
There's no way I thought I'd lose him again
I never want to feel so insecure
I need to hear his voice again before I never see him forever more