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Just thinking of you makes me feel bad, I can't stand how I feel its sickening.. I told myself i'd never feel like this for anyone, but now I can't help it I can't stop the intense pain everything goes in slow motion.. all I ever see and think is you I haven't eaten I haven't slept. I miss you I don't understand this feeling..the feeling of a broken heart that nothing can cure no matter how hard you try to, and your allways scared to try again..to give your heart away I know i wont ever again..cause you still have it and allways will I have afew peices...they just poke at things inside of me to make the feeling worse I feel empty and hurt and lonely and sore.. its so hard to explain everything thats running through my head its mostly you mostly asking why.. what happend everything was so perfect untill she came and stole you away.. i wont say i hate her or that she should die..only that i still love you and only want your happyness weither its with me or not..
I love you..