I haven't posted one of these in quite a long time.
Well, remember that guy I never talked to?
I still haven't. lol :]
but that's okay, I became best friends with one of his friends, on accident of course ;]
and she invited me to her birthday and this guy showed up that I'd heard of, but never actually talked to.
And we hit it off like right when we met. I'm usually shy around guys, but I was really comfortable around him. We cut up and joked around and had a lot of fun. Basically, we were holding hands by the end of the night.
Problem? I didn't know until the next day that he had a girlfriend.
So needless to say, I felt TERRIBLE
Anyways...he ended up breaking up with her for me. And that made me feel so worse. So when he tried to kiss me at the movies, THE DAY HE BROKE UP WITH HER. I turned him down. And that ruined everything between us.
We ended up not talking for a while.
But then today.
I walked out of my fourth block class, and my friend Elizabeth, the one who introduced us, was waiting there. I walked out and gave her this look, and said "hey what are you doing?" but before i could even get through the sentence, the guy, Josh grabbed me in his arms and hugged me. He apologized for being a jerk about the whole movie deal. And so...I'm happy to say that we're friends again.
But we both know that things can't go back to how they once were...
Which truly saddens me.
Anyways...ever since my last posts, I've done some growing up. A lot of growing up actually.
If you can't tell, I'm not exactly the same hyper, carefree girl that I used to be.
I'm more mature.
But don't get me wrong, I do still have fun and crack jokes and enjoy life. I'm just using my time more wisely.
I guess that's part of growing up. Even if it does suck.
Anyways...It's almost midnight and I just so happen to have school tomorrow.
Goodnight.
 keriberi2121 · Tue Feb 10, 2009 @ 04:56am · 0 Comments |
