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xxxxxx↘↘↘xxxGuuuuuh, I seriously hate my life right now. I know it might be some kind of a teenager issue thing, but still. My parents are seriously, seriously annoying. Dad thinks he knows everything and doesn't admit if he did something. He always blames everything on me! And mom just makes things even worse. Ugh. I just hate this. I wish I could go somewere... Somewere nice. Like, I could jump into the pages of a fairytale! That'd be really awesome. Ho-ho. You know (whoever you are)... My parents just don't seem to understand me. No matter how hard they try, they just don't seem to get it. Dad thinks it's my problem. He says that I don't talk about it, so that's why no one gets me. But he's so... Stupid. The reason why I don't want to tell him is because I just don't! Doesn't he get it? Doesn't he just freaking get it? Honestly, I never do tell anyone anything. I like to keep things to myself. I guess it's just this thing I have. I don't like sharing my secrets or spreading rumours. I guess I've become rather distrustful. Well, before, I trusted almost anyone, but since they've 'betrayed', quote, 'betrayed'... I just don't seem to trust anyone anymore.
Should I have someone to trust?
Or should I just lock everything inside me?
I wish life was easier, but it just isn't. At times, I wish I could just die. Alright, maybe not exactly die, but, well, y'know, disappear. I wish I was never born. I really do wish that. I wonder what would it be like if I was never here? My mom wouldn't have gotten depression because of my allergies. My cousin would have never even heard of a sticker book. My dad.. Would be just freaking happy. At least that's what I think.
I wish I could disappear.
la noire CIRCUS Community Member 
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