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Does pain come from them?
Does pain come from within?
Does pain come from the depths of my twisted mind?
Does pain come from the depths of my tortured soul?

Does joy come from him?
Does joy come from her?
Does joy come from the Great Beyond?
Does joy come from within?

I cry
I wonder
I scream
I laugh
I smile
I hide
I wear the mask
I tear it away
I despise the sun
I love the moon
I hide
I smile
I laugh
I scream
I wonder
I cry


I am so weak
I look so strong
I cry myself to sleep every night
I smile the smile every day
I hide behind the mask I have made
I cry behind the face you see


The dark closes in
I can't escape
I can't breathe
The walls are crushing me
No arms to hold me together


Will I fall?
Will you catch me?
Will you hold me tight?
Will you let me be weak?
Will you be strong for me?


Can I trust you?
Can I love you?
Can I scream at you?
Can you forgive me if I do?
Can you save me from myself?


Do you trust me?
Will you listen to me?
Do you believe me?
Will you help me?
Do you know me?
Will you catch me?