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It's been almost a year since I've post a blog. How very sad is that?

You're right...it's extremely sad. But what can I say, I've been out of touch lately, with the whole ending of a 2 1/2 year relationship and then starting a new one. I'm working full time and going to school. Really, a lot has happened since I last wrote something interesting.

Currently, I'm in turmoil over my boyfriend. He'd save a lot of hassle, if he just got another job. But he's afraid that us being apart will break us up. I already told him that I'm going to be at school if he got another job he'd just be working while I was in school so we'd be apart anyway. But no, he's so negative. But it's his descion and I can't make it for him.

On a lighter note, it's almost time for me to go back to school whee i can't wait to be back in classes. I really do like school, which is probably why I'm wanting to be a teacher. Teach the little kids, that way I can play with them and teach them until I have my own. heart But me having my own rascals is going to be a few years. At least until I get out of college and then there's that whole marriage thing. >.<

Currently, I'm at work, trying to passify my boredom. I only have a month and a half until my contracts up and I'm jobless again. but that's okay, I've got a good chunk saved up and I am going to find another job that way I can keep up with my savings *nod*

Ah, well, back to work with me I suppose.

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/A/Aeruthiel/1059025822_anQuizJack.JPG" border="0" alt="Captain Jack Sparrow"><br>Captain Jack Sparrow


<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/F/fatalobsession/1058319788_artsjohnny.jpg" border="0" alt="johnny_eyes"><br>You've Got Captain Jack Sparrow's Eyes! You've Seen<br>So Much Of The World, And Lost Many Friends And<br>Dear Posessions.

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy- usually being the key word, right?
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal and no, I'm not telling you
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe and free of cost.
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi-
28. I talk really, really fast-sometimes...
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look a lot of the time
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent (it's hidden from me too)
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with DeviantArt
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I'm a pretty good dancer-
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months-
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I have never been to a big concert
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 7 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie-
86. I have avoided assignments
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or friend
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it -
98. I have dated a close friend's ex-
99. I'm happy as of this moment
100. I need to get laid-

::Sidles in through the wall, looking like a bum. Her hair braided to the side to cover up a mild hickey and her eyes looking worn out. She wears a pair of khakis and a Static-X shirt that belongs to her boyfriend. Yawning to herself, she walks over to a corner full of pillows and falls down into them getting very comfy. Reaching into random space, she pulls her laptop out and sets it up in front of her. With her other hand she reaches into her back pocket and pulls out a little headset with a microphone and a wire that plugs into her computer. This way she will be able to speak and leave the entry instead of typing out her thoughts. Setting it up, she rolls on her back and starts her entry::

Today has been good. Not much has happened since the last entry. Kenny has come home and Thanksgiving was good. Thursday morning we got up and left for arkansas. We got there in time to deep fry the turkey's. Dad and Grandpa did that, while mom and grandma fiddled in the kitchen with the other foods. I sat my little butt down in the living room and watch the Macy's Thanksgiving Parade. It was mildly entertaining. At least the last bit that I caught of it.

:: Thinks about the SpongeBob balloon::

Finally we ate, and I had to listen to the highly "intellectual" conversations between my uncle and grandfather. Had to put up with the "N" word, which I highly dislike. ****** ::gags:: who is confused about the "N" word. I don't like names like that for people that I consider my friends. I have black friends and going to my grandparents reminds me of their dissapproval. I want to roll my eyes at the ignorance. Afraid and threatened by people that are different, they don't know any other way to act. I'm thankful that my dad joined the Military and I wasn't raised in that kind of environment.

::Sighs::

Well, other than that. Kenny got home Sunday night. ^^ and I was beat from putting up christmas lights outside and raking the yard. We dragged all of our christmas stuff out on friday, the day after Thanksgiving. Well by "we" I mean "me". ::giggles:: Me and my dad are the only ones who don't mind crawling up into the attack, and him and mom were both at work and my brother was being lazy. ::giggles:: But now the house is all decorated, and I am constantly listening to christmas music. I love christmas.

::Thinks::

OH! and I got my top hat!! I finally saved up enough on Gaia to buy my top hat and i didn't even realize it. I had more than enough. Thank God for Gaia Fishing. I love it. ^^ It's a steady income, kind of like a job. ^^ But anyways. Now all I have to do is get my real top hat ::smiles::

Well, I guess I'm off for now. Want to try to get some homework done before Kenny comes over tonight.

Bai!

::smiling and satisfied, she pulls the mic off of her head and saves her entry. Closing her lap top and placing the mic on top, she places it back in the void. Continuing to lay there, she slowly fades out, going home::

:: sulks into the pillowed room in a cloud of silver mist. Hair is cutely done in pigtails and she bites her lip. Walking to her pillows, she flops down and kicks her sandles off. Reaching into the void, she pulls her handy-dandy lap top out and turns it on. Pulling up her journal, she tips her head back and takes a deep sigh::

Well, hello again. Sorry I have not written since the last time. School and relationships have taken up all of my time. But I have Thanksgiving break coming up soon so I will be able to take a little break. And Thanksgiving is the reason that I am sad. My darling Kenny is going to Florida for Thanksgiving with his family. Which is great, I am all for family get togethers. But it makes me sad because he is my future family. So it's not so bad. I'll have a lot of holidays to spend with him.

::sighs and goes back to typing::

But I am glad that I do not have an eight o'clock class tomorrow morning and that I will beable to sleep in for a little bit. At least until eightish. I get to go buy my bridesmaid dress this weekend. Mom is going with me. I can not wait to be able to see my sisters again. One of them is getting married, and that is who I am bridesmaiding for. I am so happy for her. ^^

::Looks at the clock::

Well I guess that is going to have to be all for now. I need to go take care of some stuff. I am going out to see Kenny before he goes out to his Grandmas and then after that I am going to go to the mall with Katie and BeAu. I am going to have to find some christmas shopping things.

Later

::She saves the journal entry and closes her lap top. Placing it back into the void, she stands up and snaps her fingers and dissappears::

::tip-toes in and looks around at the empty room that she will be talking to. She smiles at the possibilities and with a sweep of her hand, the room is littered with all kinds of pillows of different sizes and colors. An antique chandelier hangs from the ceiling giving the room a dim glow. Smiling to herself, she opens a pocket in space and pulls out her handy-dandy laptop. Laying down on the floor, she lets out a sigh and begins to type about her day::

Today was a normal day. Or as normal as it can get. It's the middle of November and yet the temperature is still staying at 75 degrees. It is nice, but I really like the winter and I think that it's about time for the winter weather to kick in. That way I will beable to wear my jacket and all of that fun stuff.
My morning was definitely interesting. I was woken up by my mom coming into my room freaking out and asking me what had happened to my car. I of course had no idea. So I crawled out of bed and went to look. My car had miraculously been suran wrapped and toilet-papered. I mean the wrap went all the way around my car and even on my antenae. The toilet paper had been wrapped around my car from the bottom. It was definatly interesting.

::Giggles at the thought::

My dad was seriously pissed. I mean, he was screaming and cussing and was about to call the cops. I had never seen him more pissed. But it ended up just being a prank on me by some friends that I have. They even got my boyfriends car out at his house. I was just shocked. I couldn't believe it. But it was funny after I had woken up.
After waking up, I went ahead and logged on to Tigerweb. Tigerweb is my school site where I am able to log on and register for classes and look at my schedule and everything. But logged on and registered for all of my classes, which I got. So go me! Not much else has really happened. I came home after school and went walking for a little while. After that I just chilled out.

:: Goes to the phone because it started ringing. Comes back with a weird look on her face.::

That was weird. I just got a prank call. ::giggles:: First time for everything. I do not know who it was and I really could not understand them. ::sigh:: oh well. I guess you really can not do anything about immature people.
Well, I think I am going skat. I need to study for some of my classes and everything. Hopefully I will write some more later tonight after I finish my work. I have got a few more things to write about. Including Audrey's interesting little visit, Katie's new "BEAU", and an interesting thing dealing with my new schedule.

Laterz!!!

::Gives out a light sigh and closes the laptop after saving the results. She stands up and stretches. Giving a light yawn, she steps away from the pillows and the closed laptop and walks away and fades out in a mist::