You know the days where something happens and you just can't go to sleep? You want to know why that happens? Because your mind doesn't want the day to end, making your body become restless by the emotion.
Which emotion? One of the two most extreme.
Happiness causes excitement, making the mind want more, wanting it to last. Or sadness, making the mind ponder over the things that happened earlier, wanting to know why it may have happened.
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I love you. I don't mind that you don't like me the way I like you. It's human nature, there are those you don't like and those that you do. I'm clearly not one that is liked that way. I can see why I shouldn't be anyway. I want to say that I don't care but then I'd be lying to myself too. I do care, but only by/for/to you.I don't care that others like me. I only care that you like me. I don't want to care... But something keeps telling me to. I dont believe that it's love, otherwise it would've been different. I want to stay and be with you you always, all the time. I guess I'm not meant for that. Maybe I'm not meant for anyone. No, I'm definitely not meant for anyone, it's maybe I'm not meant for anyTHING, not even this life I have. No, it's not even a life, just a dream. The only things I want to thank you for is that you, of all people, listened like no other has, kept me alive just by listening, giving me the answer I needed; it may not have been the one I expected but I'm happy enough I got an answer; and being the only part of and in my life that I wanted to claim as real.
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I don't care if I die anymore. I won't even die, just fade away from this dream. The real me is the one who created this "life". If I "die" in this so-called "life", that just means he won't wake up from his coma. This me doesn't exist. It never did..
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I love you,
I love you
"Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whispers "Hello, I missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly,
Now there's no place else I could be but
Here in your arms.
I want to be with you.
I want to hear your voice
I want to look in your eyes,
I wanted to be your choice.
I want to hold you in my arms
In something called a hug.
To hear each other's heartbeats
Only driven by love.
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You may see me crack a smile
And I might even laugh
But what you might never see
Is me torn in half
I can see why you may not like me
Besides, I'm not meant for you
I'm not meant for anyone in fact
So I won't bother asking, "Who?"
You say you were confused
So you just want me as a friend.
The only thing I'll ask now
Is only one word, "When?"
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