well last week i had a ton of fun at the NERF battle thing i went to [got the glossy accessory i posted so many pictures of in my intro heart ]

and somehow i got to thinking this event would be occurring again this week and it would once more serve as a sort of "island of visitation" somewhere in the ocean of s**t that is the drama seperating me and my master from each other... but appears that it is not a weekly event, wish i'd noticed that earlier... sweatdrop

see Nekoko didn't tell me anything about today except she'd be in the place she can't talk to me from, but i thought she said that even when there she could still maybe go to the NERF battles, so all today i was trying to persuade my ride to take me there even though it was only a chance Neko-chan would be there. well after dropping hints like a bitchy wife my dad finally took me up there [i'm such a failure as a 19 year-old, i really need to learn to drive... sweatdrop ] and there was no one there!

ironically he'd thrown a b***h-fit last week because he didn't want stay up that late and also doesn't like giving up time with me when i KNEW Neko would be there. this time there was only a chance and he was all "enh, whatever might as well look..." and even when not a soul was there he just said "well at least we know now."

still i feel silly because i got into such a tizzy over it and left some ranting message on master Neko's comment board about it, plus i got all psyched up over it and now i'm uber-into tactical-NERFing. and now i'm guessing that i'll be waiting a while to quench my thirst, as well as now their might not be a way for me to see my master often! crying

oh well, gotta roll with the punchs, just wish i wasn't getting pummeled right now... sweatdrop