Last Login: 02/23/2013 5:10 pm
Registered: 05/06/2004
Gender: Female
Location: where am i??
Birthday: 03/09/1988
Occupation: daydreaming
mostly random thoughts and random interludes of intelegant conversation
Thankyou so much icetears <3
Rest in Peace Sean, 1986-2009
Goodbye dear friend, Mike Z. rest in peace 05/21/2009
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i cant hold on
its all too much to take in
i cant hold on
with thoughts of failure sinking in
sick of the tension
sick of the hunger
sick of you acting like i owe you this
find another place to feed your greed
maybe if i hold it all in no one will get hurt
maybe if i dont tell a soul i wont get hurt
keep the pain keep the fear keep the sadness
make me normal
make me ok
i hate everything about you
why do i love you
every feeling that i get
but i haven't missed you yet
only when i stop to think about it
i hate everything about you
why do i love you
you dont want to hurt me you say
but then you tell me things are not ok
i said it 3 times!
i love you Alan
but you just went silent
said you couldn't say it back
you were too upset
but not to fret...
things would be ok....
then you tell me you dont think it will work!
that we are going nowhere!
your giving up on me already?
i though i was your angel...
i though i was everything you wanted
or was that just because of how i looked
couldent take my personality huh?
didnt like my religion huh?
im the best you'll ever get!
and hun you haven't seen nothing yet
i was holding back
i was showing you one side of me...
you've yet to see
how i can be
when i really commit to a guy
i was really shy...
too bad.... i was planning a good time
i knew exactly what i wanted
and exactly what you needed
too bad, if you werent so unskilled
i might have given you more
but no im not some whore
i LOVED you
but did you really care for me?
im not sure
of was i just good to look at?
huh? do you even remember my favorite color!
bet not
i cant believe you did this to me!
i gave you EVERYTHING
i took the good with the bad!
i dealt with the random punishments you dealt out
i was ok with your choices
i loved you for them!
i love every bit of you
but you were to WEAK to deal with some space between us
so what! i was ok!
your just weak
so ******** weak
i WONT have my heart broken again
so go ahead trip about some girl
cus i know thats why your having problems
dont lie
you want someone you can get to
you want someone EASY
go ahead
i dont care
and when your done breaking my heart over some slut
dont come looking for me
im the best you'll ever get
so have fun trying to find someone better who will love you like i did
hi ^^
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