You don't see the tears that stream down my face. You don't hear the pain that fills my voice. You don't feel the aches of my heart. The truth, everytime I see you I want to rip my heart out. You've caused me so much pain and joy. The only way I can repay you is acting happy, the way I used to be. I hide my tears with laughter. I hide my pain with smiles. I hide my aches with hope. Hope that you won't see the real me. The darkness that hides within is not for you. I would not wish this on you, or anyone.
Tell me your pain and your sorrows and I will take them on. Ask me my own and I will brush them aside. No one needs to know my pain. I'll tell you what you need to hear then wrap you in my arms when it makes you ache. Tell me what you think I need and I'll push it aside. No one can really help me.
When I can no longer cry for me, I'll cry for you. You put up with this act, and believe it. I cry for how deep in the dark you really are. You have no idea of these things and yet you think you do. My tears for me are all dry and yet they still come for you.
I can see the future. Soon all the pain and sorrows you tell me, will be gone. Soon all the things you need to be told, you will hear from another. You are slowly pulling away from me. You don't realize it but you are. I won't tell you, because you don't need me to cling to you. You will find another and I will slowly fade. You won't come to me. You'll forget all about me. I'll be left alone.
I know the feeling, I'm not afraid of it anymore. I can live with the pain, the tears and the aches. If you can call that living. You'll move on and forget all about me. I'll still have tears streaming down my face. I'll still have pain in my voice. I'll still have aches tearing at my heart. But you'll be happy, and I'll never forget the time you gave me.
I hope you'll be happy and forget soon. So I can fade away and take all these things with me.
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