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i started the day off happy... then i slowly starting feeling lonely... the worried about frank.... the useless.... the depressed.... now angry...
people that use mind games or word games to mess with my head make me so angry... makes me want to ignore them....
i love frank more than anything but what the hell was that all about if he has something to say he should just say it.
i don't want to fight with him... but its 3:30 and he had to say "i guess i have the upper hand".... that makes my blood boil cause the last person who said that to me was tj and that brought back more memories of the jerk.
i'm sick of this i'm sick of thinking about him. i want him out of my life
i want the scars from him to go away
i want him to just leave me alone
i want to talk to frank but right now i know if i do i'll explode on him...
i kinda already did but s**t....