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you know what... this is my journal i can write whatever is going threw my mind... its not up to me if people read it or not... i honestly don't care if people do. i don't like opening up to people... i like opening up in a journal... its easier for me to write how i feel rather than say how i feel... no not everyone is like that and i have been trying to open up more but its hard for me... and he doesn't freaken understand that.
i get jealous everyone gets jealous... but i trust him... why can't i get the same treatment for god sake.
tomorrow is suppost to be our anniversary and all i want to do is stay offline and away from the computer and phone.
i love him so much but he really upset me...