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It isnt fair! I thought I was over my depression! It went away as soon as I met Dan. It isnt fair! I wanna be happy, I dont wanna live like this. cry I'm so sick of this, I dont wanna feel like this. Every day I walk through my world stuck in a trance, it feels like I'm not even there. I dont wanna be noticed any how so I guess I'm not saying much there. And I might as well not be cus no one notices me anyway. I get looked through all the time. Ever just wish you could leave? I wanna fall asleep forever, that's what I want. Thats the only thing I'm sure of anymore- the fact that I wanna fall asleep and never wake up. It feels so much like falling, dying while I wait to die.