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she sits in her mind and watches others' life pass by
she has no idea of happiness, no matter how she acts.

every one sees her happy, she sits in her mind,
no one knows the pain she feels in the mind she's lost in.

the mind takes over, and her mind shows nothing
her mind has blocked others out, that's what she's learned to do.

she sits alone in her mind and thinks of all the wrong she's done
her mind is a maze that she will never escape.

she tells friends of pain,
they help her in ways they know how but still doesn't even scratch the suface.

pain she feels, and horrors she's seen come close to nothing others have heard,
she wants to brake free, she wants the life others have, she wants happiness.

all she does is never good, nothing good comes from her mind
her mind is a maze, a maze no one knows is there

her mind is the world she learned to trust
trust is the only thing she cant believe in.

hurt is all she's felt her mind blocks it out
she craves to be happy but just doesn't know how.

her mind has the key to life
her mind is where this girl is stuck.

she plays happy just so thers don't worry
but her mind is a play of what she thinks she is and of what she thinks she doesn't
deserve

life is a game to this girl
life has given nothing, but taken so much

this life in her mind is a game she cant win
her mind is a maze, a maze she can't escape