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My heart will never heal
No matter how much I would love it to.

The thing that got it this way though was love it's self,
Love has broken my heart time over time

Though love is not the real suspect
It's the guys I let in that kill me.

I hate how I can't get over just one f them,
He has let me live, given me a reason to go on

Though my heart breaks because he can't have me.
He will not give in and have me

It kills my heart to see him smile at another and know he won't do it to me,
My heart is a victum and I can't handle it anymore

My friends are all I have, that and the guys who pass by from time to time,
My frinds see me hurt but know I won't ask for help.

I am stubborn and that has hurt me,
Almost as much as the guy I love more than life.

Life is nothing if I can't get him to say he loves me back
Life is nothing to me if I can't hold him like I once could.

He knows how I feel, but does nothing
My heart breaks as every day goes

My heart is what is left, but in tiny pieces
Those pieces hold me as I lay next to another

That other is what I may not want.
I want the one i hold do dear

The one that breaks my heart and doesn't notice it,
My heart is what barely keeps me breathing

My breath is running out as I call to him
He hears, but does not listen.

I shall die without the one i hold so dear
I shall watch him leave me slowly and take every piece om me with him.