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Deep and Dark? Well... maybe sometimes
I use this journal to keep track of where I'm going in life and mainly to let my friends know how I am and what's going on in my life since I can't talk to them always, if they wish to know.
JEEZ! Am I going Goth? Or Emo?? O_o
As I said, I've been writing poetry lately, and I'd been feeling rather down (as you may have noticed), so in the last thing I wrote I felt like writing something longer. So I tried to write a song, and I put myself in Amy Lee's shoes to see what I could turn out. I honestly didn't know I could turn out something like this... it gives me the shivers. O_o

Anywayz... here goes

Why?
Can't you understand that I love you?

Why?
Can't you see I've given everything for you?

Why?
Won't you heal my pain and suffering with your touch?

Didn't it all mean anything to you?

And I cry
All alone at night
As I bleed
It's the battle I fight
'Cause I want you
But you don't care anymore

See?
How my heart is bleeding
I have no more tears to cry
Blood is all that I have left to offer

See?
How I stand alone against the thunderstorm
Waiting for you
Will I have to wait forever?

And I cry
All alone at night
As I bleed
It's the battle I fight
'Cause I need you
But you don't care anymore

Do you hear?
The whispering shadows
They surround me all the time
Why not you?

Do you hear?
How my heart is breaking
The blood flows forth
And now I have no more

And I cry
All alone at night
As I bleed
It's the battle I fight
'Cause I love you
But you don't care anymore


Yeah. Soooo not me. But just goes to show ya what I can turn out in a bad mood. And I DO understand other people's feelings. I just express that better in writing then when I speak. And it doesn't necessarily mean that I will sympathize with you and call you a poor baby (though I am always empathetic... unless you catch me in a rare moment of true bitchiness), but I usually do understand.

And Rach, this guy and I have known eachother for two years now, and believe me, he's known that I love him long before this. XD

Er... newayz.... comments?






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Nostalgic Chains
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commentCommented on: Mon May 21, 2007 @ 02:42am
I don't know what to say, or if I should be honest because my honesty isn't the best thing to give when I talk to people. surprised So I'm just going to start praying for you.

P.S. No, that doesn't mean I think you're crazy or something.


commentCommented on: Thu May 24, 2007 @ 04:43pm
wow that was really deep, i've been having probs wiv boys too, (on my jounal) i hope your mood improves, you can't live your life with your haed in the sand (mostly coz you would suffocate...)



Thailiah
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