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Honestely i want to die, sorry if this isant apiezing to any of you, but yeah ((btw i know my spelling sucks k? -_-)) I'm really tired of feeling down, and it's mainly because i've done bad things, and i don't even know if i like this girl anymore, as in a bf gf way and it hurts alot ((again sorry that this is another self pity journal)) but yeah i don't know what to do i'm not in the mood to pray or anything, I can't stop feeling sick and like an a** though i guess i should seeing as how i might not like this girl anymore. I'm sorry to anyone i've hurt but sorry only goes so far. (((HEY i need to add/clear things up b4 i make a huge mistake))) IT IS NOT that i do not still like this girl as in a bf/gf way, but...i'm really unsure somtimes, and it scares me and i wish i could be there w/ her to be sure that i do like her that way is all. I'm just tired of this X_X

Posted by: Mourn-and-Torn Mon May 21, 2007 @ 09:16pm

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Commented on: Mon May 21, 2007 @ 09:19pm


	and i KNOW i'm young and hormoes and all, but why do i feel so bad then? Or is it supposed to be like this? I just wish i could at least hug her to see if i change at all

Commented on: Mon May 21, 2007 @ 10:36pm


	hey ward, i know how this feels, its happend to me. and i know it sucks, and i know its hard. and it will take time to get over it. and i know that you arent in the mood to pray or anything. but it would help. and I know how it feels to be feeling sick all the time, like you want to throw up. and you feel all empty. i know it sucks. just give it time. thats what i did. yeah ill admit im still in alot of pain. but i feel better. and ya know why? because I looked up to help solve my problems...if that made any sense...

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Commented on: Mon May 21, 2007 @ 10:56pm


	Yeah it does...and it's not that i dont NOT like this person in a bf gf way, just somtimes..i'm really unsure about things and it's scary i guess. And yeah wes i know. lol thanx, and i dunno..i mean i cant be right there w/ her so it's a bit hard, I just wish i could be there with her.

Commented on: Mon May 21, 2007 @ 11:32pm


	yeah i understand...remember when i told you about that girl who i really loved? that lived in nevada. well yeah we are back together now..and im so happy...and i wish i could be there with her too...so i kinda know how you feel..and i know its hard...just give it time. and i promise you will feel better

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Commented on: Mon May 21, 2007 @ 11:58pm


	WES I ALREADY FEEL BETTER!!! &HUGS AND SPREADS LOVE* I TALKED TO HER, AND IT'S TOTALLY OK!!!! YAY LOL!!! and aw sad I hope u feel better too then and ty

Commented on: Tue May 22, 2007 @ 12:12am


	D: hugs sry if my pm mightve made u feel worse x-x i was jk ;-; r u feeling better?

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Commented on: Tue May 22, 2007 @ 02:48am


	MIA XD it didnt, AND YES MUCH ^_^ still a teense bad cuz of well..things i do X_Xll...but other than that i'm very good. All thanx to her ^_^ ((Kitten i mean))

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