Well after a week of what i thought would be the end to my problems, again fate stuck its ugly fingers in there and ******** things up.. First off Sara an I Are No long together.. And from what she says..This might have been the last time between us, she says "It just doesn't feel right" everyone knows what i think but eh... well that not the only thing, i suffer from this State which i like to call The "Black" State, its a very bad thing and only happens when i get so angry that the "Beast" inside me gets out, or so i like to think and my eyes go pitch black, well i slipped in and out of this state a few time on my way home from Sara's house last night, those whom know what happened that last time this happened will understand, and well lastly.. again those of you whom know me well enough know that i have a Split personality named Kelsey, Well she is no more, her soul passed on to another plane, until she is to be reborn,..
To think i always though that me and Sara would end up having her but not for a while after we had been together, I'm Thankful that she is still my best friend. and i know that shes here for me no mater what.
 Soo.. Cute.. heart heart
I Have to say though, yesterday was hard not just because of the break up but because when i was laying in bed, Looking up at the ceiling all those memories from my past just flooded my mind, it was pretty crazy.
I'll say this though Anon have been a really great person, lastnight we talked for hours and he attempted to be my Therapist, its nice to know that i have those kinds of friends.
To be honest..
ninja Makes me kind of wish that Anon was Bisexual. ninja
he and i would get along famously or so i think, i mean we have so much to offer each other in terms of Knowledge and what not.
Anyway.. That about wraps up my feelings for now.
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 Raven DragonFire · Thu May 24, 2007 @ 05:35pm · 1 Comments |
