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Feeling a little depressed... |
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No matter what I do, I can’t get him out of my head.
Two dreams in a row, two, about him yesterday.
I dunno what else to do; I love him to this day.
But he doesn’t care about me, he hasn’t for a while. emo
Man, how I wish I could tell him how I feel.
But I don’t deserve his love, not anymore than I did that day.
If I could do anything in my power to make him happy, I would.
If I could ease his pain and heal his wounds, I wouldn’t hesitate to help him.
This is a living hell, that’s what my life has become.
For my stupid mistakes, for my ridiculous lies.
Now I’m the most miserable person alive. emo
Oh, how I miss your laugh my love.
How I wish to hear your glorious voice.
I will now make a vow, for now on, I shall not love.
Never get too close, never build any trust.
That way I shall never get hurt, and I shall hurt no one.
Perhaps this will ease my pain, heal my still open wounds. emo
Yet I know this won’t be enough, I will not give up.
It will eat me from the inside, and rip my heart out.
I know I should hide my feelings.
And forget about those wonderful memories I can’t seem to forget.
But the truth will always follow you, as it follows me.
The truth that I still love you.
The truth that you don’t care. emo
Yet I will pray every night, for you to listen to me.
Someday we will meet, I promise you this.
And I will tell you how I feel, and how sorry I am for what I did.
I will hold you tight and beg you to forgive me.
And if God permits, I will die happily in your arms.
And perhaps you won’t care, and just throw me aside.
But if it’s not much to ask, I will ask for one thing.
That when I’m gone, you will cry a little, just for me. emo
 Annabella Goddess Of Ice · Mon May 28, 2007 @ 06:31am · 3 Comments |
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