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Tears of a fool :: The Judgment of a Fallen Angel |
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Well... Here it goes.. Things have gotten way over my head.. Raven finally snapped.. i was shaking and in tears for hours.. No.. nobody was hurt this time thankfully.. sweatdrop . I just don't know want to do... things have gotten a little to hard for me to deal with.. I'm not sure exactly what to do just yet..
I mean Sara has been helping a lot in person.. and i thank her for that.. A lot.. I'm not sure what i would do without her right now..
I Just wish that things would actually go my way for once, Just once..
i swear that when i try to be happy.. even an ounce of happiness.. then i end up at ground zero...
And regarding the Dwayna situation.. I'm Sorry for those whom have had to deal with my Emoness..
I can't help the feelings i have and i know that they will never pass, although some say in time they still.. i know they won't.. i know this because these feelings have been building ever since i first met her... and that was a lot of years ago... i know that what i feel inside is true i have never felt or believed in something so strongly until this.... and my feelings also never lie.. and Dwayna knows that..i have proven it to her.. regarding a cretin person.. i won't use names.. because I'm nice.. and forgot said person's screen name xD..
There is a black cloud hanging over me.. my gut, my senses and my "feelings" are telling me that something is not as its seems.. so I'm worried something bad will happen to someone close to me..
Well i don't know what else to say.. so i'll leave you with this poem that i wrote just a few moments a go {May30th 07 - 4:31am}
It Currently doesn't have a name...
Time passes with every living day,
But I have lost interest in life,
What’s the point of Caring?
If your not here to Love,
I just don’t see the point,
Nothing is the same,
I hate the pain I feel,
But whatever makes you happy,
I would hate to see you cry,
I Love you more then anything,
I just want you to know,
That you make me feel so special,
When I am in your arms,
One day you'll see,
all through the little mess ups,
and through all the dumb fights,
that you and me are meant to be.
But for now I must sit and wait,
Until our time has come
Only time can tell what happens now,
So let us see what fate holds in store for us
I’ll never leave you side,
I’ll Always be your guide,
No matter what comes our way,
Just remember that you have me,
And nothing will change that,
I know that things are different now,
And you have also changed,
But to me you’re still my Babygirl,
The one who makes me stop and think,
That life is worth it all.
well thats the poem.. sweatdrop
I really Wish i could think of something more..
Other then
I Love you Sara... ninja heart ninja
This is Raven Dragonfire for Channel 13 News Signing off...
 Raven DragonFire · Wed May 30, 2007 @ 12:49pm · 0 Comments |
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