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Well Andrew and I have started to patch things up really well. I am extreamly happy too! biggrin We both agree that we should discuss our problems and that it will work out better that way. That makes me feel more open towards him and I really like that feeling!

The day before yesterday, Andrew and I had some problems. You see, there have been some issues between this girl, this guy, Andrew, and me. It's a really long story but to cut to the chase someone broke into my hotmail account where I now text Andrew and they implied that I was up set with him at 4:30 AM. So if he is getting text messages form me at 4:30 AM it would be safe to assume that I am up. He calls me and I was expecting him to call just not at that time. So I sleepily answer the phone and I tell him what is going on between that guy and that girl. Well, after I hang up the phone "I" am still texting him. I get up and go pee. My dad is already up so I have to wait for the bathroom. I leave my bedroom door open and the phone starts to ring I run back in answer it and sound completely pissed because he called. He says, "Are you still texting me." I'm like, "I never did. The last text I sent you was about 12 AM." He was like, "Oh...well I am still getting texts." I have to get up at 8 and I haven't gotten much sleep so I tell him it isn't me and I will fix it tomorrow. When I finally wake up I got ot my hotmail account to find that someone in fact has replied to some texts I never replied to. Then it signs me out so apparently there was somone in my account. I have pretty much figured after all of the crap that happend that it was the guy or the girl that keep causing problems.

Yesterday, my cousins came out to see us. They live on Ohio. There are all together 6 of them and their two parents. So to introdroduce you the oldest is Timna she is very sweet and I like her a lot she couldn't make it this time because she had to take a test. She is 17. Able, he is almost 15 I don't talk to him much he is quiet and really shy. The twins Becca and Beth the are almost 14. Becca is really hyper but she is a lot of fun. Beth is more reserved and not as outgoing but they are both really friendly. Jared he is nine, he is really shy but absolutely adorable! The newest and most interesting Cloey she is 15 months old very funny and very cute.

We spent the entire day riding 4 wheelers, trail bikes, and go-carts. There was enough room and enough machines that everyone could ride. So as you could imagine the neighbors got quite a kick out of 2 4-wheelers followed by 2 trail bikes, followed yet by a go-cart. And all together 7 people, Lee, their dad decided he wanted to "watch us" I don't care what he says he was messing around and havin' as much fun as us. Able and Jared were on the big 4 wheeler and Becca and I were on the little one. Able and Jared decided to pass us on the sholder but the 4-wheeler kicks up more dust than ours. I told Becca to hold on tight because I was gonna pass 'em I got around them and let's just say they ate my dust and if they tried to pass I kicked up a big fight. I had it up in fourth gear and was giving it all it was worth. I was pretty hard on it really but it was a blast!!! While Becca was just saying, "Faster! They're right on ya!" It was truely great!

Towards the evening Carleena came and she was of course being her stupid self. They talked about how Timna couldn't make it so we spent the night discussing her childrens ACT's and crap enough time with he could be my freaking brother!that no one really cared about. I heard about Colt scoring a 21 like 154,580,318,591 times it got old,fast. They finally left and I was pretty happy.

Today, we are going fishing with Carl and Colt I donno if that will be fun or akward it seems to be rather akward because it's a kid I grew up with but hardly know any more. It really upsets me when I see them because I have NO clue how to even react. I try to talk but there is nothing to talk about. It seems we are too different anymore. Things will never be the same and that is upsetting. I mean, that is my family, my cousins, people I used to call my best friends. Now, I can't even talk to them without feeling strange... That really is sad. I mean I care about the both of them and I would do anything for them but I have known Becca and seen her twice and I can talk to her easier than Colt who I literatly grew up with. I mean, I spent so much of my childhood with him I could call him my brother. Now that I think about it though I didn't spend an ounce of my teen years with him and I doubt I will.....