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Thanks Pixie for your recent comment. That was a very refreshing reproof. Thanks. I am often of the impression that pixie must be the only one interested in what have to say, think or feel. heart heart heart
Well, last night at work was really interesting. When i first got there, i was super tired and nautious. i just wanted to lay down. Then, they put me on register. That was the last place I wanted to be, but I didn't complain. I persevered... and I got 3 shrek presells. And, interestingly enough, the girl i've written about before who normally nags the daylights out of me... had this sudden behavioral change towards me. Was kept coming around and being super nice to me... and like... no bothering me about anything. I was like.. um, I guess i'll be thankful and give Jesus some praise for helping me get three presells. Because this is getting her off my back, but boy is she a two faced person. Oh.. if you get a ton of presells or bpp's... she like.. is your new best friend.. but if you don't have them, she's on your case about like everything. I'm gonna continue to pray about her and for her. I wonder why she's like that. I wonder if she feels she has to rag everyone into the mud to get them to reach certain goals. I really don't think she does; in fact, i think the more she does it, the more people don't do what she wants. Not that any of us have a problem doing the things she'd ask, we'd normally do it anyways. It is a part of our job, so it's no big deal. But, when she wants to just sit there and grind our last nerves when we're already way too busy... I know some people there don't think too much of her. They generally consider her lazy. She almost never helps clean or straighten. She doesn't help put reshop away. She always was trying to get out of it. I think she tried to move up to managerial to get out it to tell the truth.
Hmm.. anyone who reads this may think.. hmm.. Why do I care?? And, what's it my business? I suppose not, but for a long time now; I've been a student of people's behavior. I always am observing and watching people... watching how they act in all situations. I watch how they talk, body language, friends they choose. So... over the years, I have grown to be pretty good at getting what people do and why they do it... i'm pretty keen to pick up on psychological tendencies. hoooo.. man... did i call this entry right by calling rambling? xp
oh hey! Wanna see what i look like in real life?
Yep.. that's me.. well, part of me anyways. Once upon a time, I had these slammin pics of me... from my high school graduation pictures. we bought the proofs and an album. hmm. wait. i still have a few. maybe later on, i'll try to scan them in or something. cuz i bet some of you might enjoy seeing them. biggrin
I can show an old one of me and my son naaman. It's a few years back, so naaman is much taller and older now.
hehehe... I'd show josh, but he'd be so pissed off. He doesn't want me showing his pictures to anyone on gaia. rolleyes he's soooo self conscious and worried about what other people are thinking of how he looks. I personally have never been too concerned about it. I am more concerned about how they treat me. Because I believe that you don't have to like me or think i'm "hawt" in order to treat me well. Maybe one day i can persuade him to let me maybe even use some of his pics he uses on hot or not. Well.. I think to him, that is even different because people cannot connect that what he looks like to his avatar. and, girls tend to swoon over him a lot here on gaia. If his fans knew what his real face was, he fears they'd all go away. oh well... he's such a man. xp
I do have to admit. My only thing that i ever really feel self conscious about at all is my boobs. redface They are small. sad sweatdrop I really don't know why The Lord could not have created me with even one cup larger of boobs. gonk I guess I feel that way because I've always had this feeling like.. size of my boobs kind of sort of add measure to sexiness and femininity. There is just sooo much satisfaction when a man you like looks at you and is just so turned on by you.. and he just gets all hot and bothered. twisted that is sooo much fun... xd That is totally fun and rad.
Confession! ok. well, in my years with josh... I think there's only been three people who ever were any kind of temptation to me. two were in real life and one was on the internet. Luckily for me, mr. internet friend lives in aussieland. ^_^ not even about to screw my happy life up for someone that far away who has a gf anyways. lol. i did end up getting pissed at him tho. don't think nearly so much of him anymore. And, then, in real life, one was someone i worked with at the bagel shop. He was just this cool dude. He really liked bowling a lot. We used to chat a lot. It kind of helped me a little tho. That was when i first came back from california with naaman.. waiting for josh. and those first few months were really hard on me. I missed josh sooo much. and, the last one is this guy who comes to our yu-gi-oh leagues at work on saturday. Well, i haven't seen him there in a long time... but his name is jesse. That guy always smells so good. yeah, i'm big on smells, ok?
hmm... that's enough rambling for now i think. i have my mom2mom group today... so i'll be out this afternoon. such a dreary rainy day.
 Graceangel · Thu Oct 14, 2004 @ 04:08pm · 2 Comments |
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